I’m posting this embarrassing yet gratifying before and after picture of myself on Tumblr to acknowledged my accomplishment. This was not easy for me and I still struggle with my weight every today. I hope someday I may feel comfortable in my own mind and body and yet still live a healthy lifestyle.
This is what I’ve said to someone and I’ll repeat it here.
Prayer does work. It doesn’t matter if you’ve never believed, or are only just finding your faith now, or have always believed. The place which you pray from is what matters because He sees your heart and what you truly feel.
Prayer doesn’t always result in things being exactly the way you want them but sometimes it does. Sometimes it even works out better. Don’t go “It’s not working!” because when you’re feeling that, you’re sending out a negative energy and therefore it doesn’t help. Usually when you get to that point, it’s going to happen. Your prayer will be answered but you need to keep faith and know it will, no matter what you see/hear.
I believe that the truth hasn’t come out yet because it’s in His time and His timing is perfect. I think He hasn’t shown it yet because He wants people to see what the ones doing this to Jahar are capable of.
Our prayers are being heard, I hope you guys realise that. I have said it before and I’ll say it again - Jahar has had miracle upon miracle happen since this whole thing happened. All of these small, but very big, things that are happening are part of the bigger picture. We are being heard but a lot of us don’t realise it because we just want justice now and we can’t see how him being able to talk, him still being alive, etc, will bring that. It will.
No matter what people are telling me (they think he’s guilty, etc) it does not stop me. It doesn’t deter my thoughts or the feeling in my heart. It keeps me realising what I am fighting for and that is for people to see the truth.
Remember, it’s not faith if you use your eyes. It’s in your heart. Keep praying for Jahar ♥