So remember when i said that my TC left for good and that I was never going to see him again...
OMG okay so we were in the science as in me and my friend (and yes the science room was the one he taught in) and like i was just complaining to my friend how boring school is now, and how i have no motives since he left, and I was being super depressing and I just wouldn’t shut up about it…. I casually look up outside the classroom door and “dude, I swear to moses I just saw him!” my friend starts to laugh at me, and calling me delusional. But No, I swear I saw him. We went to the lab desks cause we were making small motors, but I couldn’t focus because the whole time I was busy saying “Im crazy” multiple times over, and over again. And finally my friend spazzed at me and she was like “YES YOU ARE CRAZY NOW SHUT UP!”…But ohhoho! “Turn around Beeotch” YES he was standing right there. And then he started laughing at me because I messed up the wire I was suppose to use to make the motor with for the experiment….It wasnt really closure but at least I got to see him one last time…
My TC (4-23-13) HE. GRABBED. ME. BY. MY. WAIST.
So my highlight is that my TC grabbed me by my waist and pulled me to him. But before I get on about that, i wanna write everything. Okay so first of all: HE. LOOKED. AMAZING. TODAY. more than usual. White shirt and dark blue pants and dark blue tie. Suits him perfectly.
Anyway in class I was reading my Captain America comic book. And he said : “you read comic books too?!?! NICE!!!!!!” And yeah I died because it was so cute how he sounded like when he said “NICE!!!” It’s like he was thinking something like: “wow, she’s perfect for me.” Or something.
And then after school he walked over to help me with something, took the pencil out of my hand, our hands touched, and he was like on top of me fixing my mistakes. Then, he kept making me laugh and making jokes and I shared my skips crisps with him and then Alexa was there. I think she saw this:
I was doing a problem on the board and he was helping my friend, who was next to me and he was so close to me and then he turned around and I said “I’m stuck.” So be wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me even closer to him and I was basically on him. I could feel his body heat and after he grabbed me while I was still there he said “no you’re not stuck. You’re able to move” and laughed and smiled and we both blushed. And then we talking about me reading comic books and he thinks its awesome. Wow.
I checked a website and my zodiac sign is a scorpio and a Scorpio’s lucky day is Tuesday. Coincidence? NOT!
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GUESS WHAT?!
I got an A!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah ;) My math test. My tc’s test. Yup, I’m really happy, excited, uncontrollable!
Okay, it’s not like it’s my first A in my entire life. But I haven’t gotten one on my tc’s tests lately so… it actually was really hard.
When I went to his desk and put my test down I asked him to check it already and he did. He put this…ugh, this face that made me believe I was wrong. Hahah I wasn’t. He shaked my hand and said Congrats! But he didn’t gave me the test.
I wish I have it. My dad is giving me a present for it. Yeah, I blackmail him like that. Hahah. But most importantly. I HAVE AN A IN MY MATH TEST. God, this feels good, I’m gonna fucking study to get even more A’s. Gonna make him proud ;)
Oh hey everyone :)
So… hmm, I missed school today, it was the last day so… I didn’t feel like going. Haha.
Anyway! YESTERDAY!
Everything was fine… when we were leaving school we saw a poster that said we were leaving early tomorrow! That means… no tc class! (since he’s my last class everyday).
We were walking together outside: my friends, my tc and I. We were talking about the test and our grades and he said how happy he was because I was getting B’s instead of D’s! Yeeeeeeeeeah!
And when we saw the poster he said he was sorry he couldn’t say goodbye to the class, and then my cousin said “Hey A! Your mom’s here” and I was like nooo, hmmm okay “Bye guys….” and then I saw my mom’s car right next to my tc’s car ;) how lucky?!
And he saw me:) and we walked together to our respective cars:) Talking about school, and a friend that missed school that day and vacation :) I was really! nervous and when he said “happy vacation” I was just like “thanks, you too” and my mom said Hi! to him and he said hi back :) and we left
And it was really nice :)
Is This Love
Bob Marley & the WailersIs This Love by Bob Marley & the Wailers
aww and this song too :)
Stir It Up
Bob Marley & the WailersStir It Up by Bob Marley. this song reminds me of him and everytime I listen to it, I get butterflies.
I really didnt wanna leave Ottawa, Montreal, and Quebec City they were literally the most beautiful cities i have ever seen in my entire life. And now Im back in my shit hole of city ugh. What ever i havent been to school in a week, and I MISS SMITH SO MUCH!! OMG! So i guess thats an upside. Despite the fact I think hes leaving for good next week and I’m never gonna see him ever again.
Literally I want to die
Just kidding! But hey! Something really really embarrassing happened today.
We were just in class, normal as always. And suddenly we were talking about porn. Don’t really know why. Did I ever mention that my tc is such a pervert? Well, he is. I didn’t want to believe it, but he is.
And then one of my classmates said that porn was unhealthy and that it got girls pregnant and I was just Thinking God.. you’re such an idiot, you don’t know what you’re talking about But my amazing girl friend happened to say “hey A that’s you” and another one said “Yeah, you” I don’t fucking know why they thought about making fun of me like that in front of him, but it was really embarrassing. And he looked at me and just… stared at me. I think I got all red.
And I wanted to die.
What does he think of me now? Anyway, when we were leaving another girl friend said that probably he thought I wasn’t a virgin anymore or I was sexually active or that I almost got pregnant. I was hahaha I was really embarrased. And another one said Hey he probably was thinking of you… that way and I was like Hmm yeah probably I’m even more attractive to him now
Well, that was all for today. And tomorrow! It’s girl’s day! Well, the boys are not going, don’t really know why but they’re not going. So it’s just us, girls, with him :) Probably gonna watch a movie… secretly. We’re gonna watch pretty little liars I hope. Yup, ezria <3 I’m gonna stared at him all class.
