My last “fatty” meal was tonight. Tomorrow is a brand new day of restricting. Oh and it’s my brothers birthday tomorrow. Wish he could be happy. If only that damn bitch wasn’t in his life to ruin everything for him. I love you Nolan, and all I want is the best for you <3 Please don’t let her be in your life forever and fuck it up that long. You don’t deserve to be hurt like you are everyday. And like I said, it isn’t her that is the problem, it’s that your not happy and I can see the hurt in your eyes. But anyway, yea, I am going to start restricting again cause my minds driving me crazy. So please don’t give me shit about it.
