Appreciation Challenge - Day 30
Last day. I appreciated this challenge. Didn’t actually think I could actually do this. Felt like I would repeat myself a lot in which I sort of did but every day I had something different even if it was similar.
Another evidence support that ONE STEP AT A TIME and I’ll reach my goal.
Today I want to say… I WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE.
Jenny Lin.. that’s a name I haven’t mentioned in months or years. I appreciate her for her inspiring me to do photography. I always loved art but photo was not something I pursued until the time period when her and I were best friends. And I do plan to make changes to our current relationship, I just don’t know how yet.
I appreciate curiosity and questions. They help me thrive and learn and better myself. Sometimes they make me feel stupid while other times they make me feel smarter. Don’t know how to explain that.
And for the people that understand half the things that comes out of my mouth, or things I type… I appreciate you tooooo. Because half the time I can’t pinpoint words to describe my thoughts. And having 409875049874230957239805743 thoughts… it’s hard
Appreciation Challenge - Day 27 & 28 and rant - Maybe it's not our government that needs to be changed first... maybe it's the PEOPLE. "Be the change you wish to see in the world."
Anxiety: right now I only have two choices for that. Dr. Alan J. Rosenthal or Dr. Lukauang Lynette Hsu. The other psychiatrists don’t specialize in anxiety. DO NOT know which one to pick… can’t I just pick both? When one’s busy I go to the other? My mom wants me to go to Dr. Alan J. Rosenthal tho.
I appreciate stupidity and flaws. Without it there wouldn’t be intelligence. Without stupidity, there wouldn’t be room for improvements… and what would I do if I couldn’t improve? I would be very very miserable and bored.
I appreciate Palo Alto Medical. First with my knee surgery, my foot, and now my current health condition including my anxiety. I appreciate their services in comparison to other places. I HATE going to the doctors and I hate waiting… it makes me anxious and fidgety. But they do their best to make it easier on me with their kindness and respect.
I appreciate our society being involved in choosing our presidents… however, I do wish people knew more about their candidates and what they voted for. We voted for the lesser of two evils… not a solution. People tend to be mistaken
I appreciate being well off but NOT spoiled. And I support helping out the poor… but sometimes we aren’t actually helping out the needy and in addition, we’re hurting our middle class. Soooooo many people mistakenly assume financial aid, wellfare, and government aid is “FREE MONEY” OPEN YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING MINDS!! That shit makes me angry. It is NOT free money… it’s the working class’s money that uneducated lazy people assume is free. Work work work! Instead of always taking, try giving for a change. Some people don’t even need the money yet find ways to take it. Of course it is not the case for all… but I know SOOOOO many people that take advantage of the system. Maybe it’s not our government that needs to be changed first… maybe it’s the PEOPLE. We complain about the government being greedy and say fuck the system… but some of the people complaining about it need to take that time and look in the mirror. By taking the money… YOU’RE ALSO TAKING FROM THE PEOPLE THAT ACTUALLY NEED IT. “Be the change you wish to see in the world.”