matric can suck my dick

so, i failed, i failed like a fucker. school that is, why? i dont know. maybe becaused its boring, maybe because its close to impossible to find any joy in school work. and simply because i think too much, so my thoughts tend to drift away while “studying”.

i feel quite stupid, saying that i failed matric. how i need to re-do all my work when i could have been off to college, styling a puppets hair, right now i could have been sipping coffee, sucking a cigarette and clutching a pencil, but instead im working, at a shiity shop in a shitty place, walking around for stupid people. fuck me.

BUT HEY!!!! look at the bright side of the lies, im going to get an education one year longer than most people. make new friends and continue with my ADD attidude. FIFAAA!