i will give your heart a place to rest.

i knew it all along, but we both played our parts so well that i convinced myself that this was real. deep down i knew it wasn’t. i knew one day it would all come crashing down on us, well mostly on me. you never really cared and i knew that the whole time. i knew you were going to leave me, i just fought so hard to make myself believe otherwise. it’s just that i needed something to go right so badly that i persuaded myself to think that what we had would last forever.

but if it means anything to you, i really did grow quite fond of you. what i mean to say is that, i love you.