- Me: Maybe I'll get off tumblr and go eat something.
- Tumblr: No.
- Me: But I'm hungry...I can hear my stomach growling...
- Tumblr: Look, a cute picture of a dog. And a cool braid. And clothes that you wish you had but know you never will.
- Me: Dear Lord...
- Tumblr: And there's more where that came from if you just stay on and scroll your dash...
- Me: I can always eat later....
Do you ever just not feel pregnant one day?...
I know I still am. There has been NO signs of miscarriage or abnormal pains.
Just the past while I have felt “flat” I guess and I don’t really have symptoms right now.
I never really did have sickness and I never really (so far) have had cravings. I’m not sore (pregnancy wise.) Sure movement has yet to come.
I do still have to pee alot. And lately I have been getting slight heartburn. I can still feel the hardness of my uterus when I press into it or stretch out strong. And still sleepy.
I guess it is just one of those days of the, “I don’t seem it today.” Which I honestly thought would have ended by this time. (18 weeks today)
I am honestly not worried and I am sure things are fine in there. It is just weird tho. I think it might be where I have not been eating like I normally do for the past few days. It isn’t the baby or anything, just me in general and I am not bloated, weak, etc. That makes since.
Last time I tried the heart beat with my monitor, it was still too early and I couldn’t hear anything different. Mine isn’t a good one like they have at the doctors. It is weak and don’t pick up till later on in pregnancy. It would be nice to hear it right now tho. Or better yet, be at the point where I can feel movement and kicks! It has been awhile since I have (or thought i have) felt anything of the sort.
I say when I wake up tomorrow things will be back to normal. I am pretty sure it is just something my body is doing ATM.
First thing in the morning is awesome. I can really feel my baby bump then. It is normally hard and right out there. The rest of me is flat and has slept off everything so my stomach, etc doesn’t get in the way.
Ok maybe I am worried a tad bit. Honestly not REALLY worried. I mean if I haven’t had ANY signs of miscarriage then what is there to worry about. Again, its just weird.
I wish my next ultrasound wasn’t still so far away. (10 days seem like forever!)
MAYBE I am just having a great pregnancy day. Like no yucky-ness. That makes since too.
I need to find time to eat during my day.
Got up, had oatmeal and coffee, went to class. Came home, stuffed my face, went back to class. Got coffee, sat through three hour lecture, came home, couldn’t find food, went out to get food. Resisted all temptation to go to McDonald’s or While Castle and got two lean cuisine meals(one for tomorrow’s lunch), yogurt, and apple juice. Literally inhaled my dinner (which may have only been the best linguine ever strictly because I was so hungry) and now I’m slowly moving on to dessert. Keep in mind, it’s almost 11pm here. Thank God a day like this only happens once a week, otherwise I’d be screwed.
On the plus side, I can finally sit down and watch “Paper Clip” after making it through “Anasazi” and “The Blessing Way” last night before realizing that keeping my eyes open for another 45 minutes was not an option. Can I just say that I absolutely HATED Skinner until this point? It may have been that it took me this long to get where he was coming from, but through the first two seasons I hated him. I have now transferred my hate for Skinner onto Krycek. Spent half of the time literally screaming at Melissa NOT to go to Scully’s apartment, and the other half of the time screaming at the doctor man not to remove the chip from Scully’s neck. Needless to say, I did a lot of screaming at the TV and fangirling last night/tonight.
