“I can’t believe my baby is 21,” Selena sighed, stroking Justin’s face, “happy birthday Jay, I love you.”
Justin smiled up at her, his hands resting on her hips, “I love you too, Sel.”
She lowered herself against his chest and attached her lips to his, tugging on his bottom lip.
“What do you want for your birthday?” She asked, widening her straddle on him.
Breaking point - part 1
Nights of crying, fighting, giving up.. sometimes making up, but in the end breaking up. That’s what we did. Too tired to fight, too tired to work for it. We gave up. But did that make it better? I doubt it. Laying in bed, all alone, the big king sized bed, I used to share with Justin. Crying, thinking back. Cause I don’t think this break up made it easier. Ofcourse it was hard, we fought and hated each other all the time. but you know what people say? Love and hate is so damn close. We loved each other in the end, and we ended that. and that hurts, that hurts every day, every hour, every second.
Today he was in LA, to get his monkey. I loved this Justin, caring for people, for animals. Being a daddy for this monkey, and I am already sure he is gonna do that perfect. It’s beautiful to see how much Justin cares for people. And even though we broke up, I am still proud of him when I see that. But I think that when we broke up, we didn’t only ruin our relationship, but also our friendship. It’s not easy to be friends after a break up, for us it wasn’t even easy to be friends before our relation. We felt more for each other then the ‘just friends’ phase. That’s why it was impossible to just be friends after our break up, wouldn’t it be weird to hang out and I won’t be allowed to touch him? to give him a hug, a kiss? I couldn’t do that. The moments we shared, that aren’t ‘just friends’ moments. anyways, Justin was here to get his stuff. He was here a lot, with me, Baylor and the other dogs. We were this little family. I cooked dinner for us and we went to bed together. So ofcourse he had a lot of stuff here, clothes, but also just other things. He wanted that back, and I understood that. I mean he can’t keep it here for years? But what he didn’t know is that all this time, when I felt lonely, when I cried at night. I opened his wardrobe and wore his hoodie or just held it in my hands. to smell his scent… that was all I needed. But even that will be gone in a few hours. And all I wish is that I could take a bit of his smell and put it in a bottle, just to smell it when I needed love, warmth, support.
I was deep in my thoughts, thinking about all the things we did and didn’t do together when the doorbell rang. I sighed and stood up, walked to the door and opened it. ‘don’t cry’ I told myself.
“Heyy” I said while opening the door. “Hello” Justin answered. “umm.. well, I didn’t do anything with the things so just take what’s yours.” I lied. We looked awkwardly at each other when I realized it was maybe a good plan to make space, so he could come in. I took a step to the side and said “do your thing, I will be doing some work in my office.” I walked away and tears started to come in my eyes. It was so damn hard to see him like this, normally I would be happy to finally see him. But now it was just awkwardly. but still I loved to see him. I felt safe right now, to know he was here. But I couldn’t do anything with it…
This was the hardest thing I ever did. I needed to come in Selena’s house, to see Selena. and just feel like an ex. Normally when I am in LA, a little break from tour I would run to Selena’s house and jump in her arms. but I couldn’t do that anymore, but that didn’t mean I didn’t want to. She was still the most beautiful woman in my life and I still loved her so damn much. I took some of my personal stuff out the living room and it was time for my clothes. I went upstairs, slowly. I looked at the pics in the hall. I saw that all the pics I was in were gone. Damn, she just removed me out of her life and I couldn’t even blame her for it.
I opened the bedroom door and that was when tears came again in my eyes. All the nights we had here, all the fights we had here. A lot happened in here. and that was also gone. I opened the closet and saw my clothes. I also saw photo frames with the pics of us. I took them in my hands and cried and cried..What did I do? Who did I lose? Justin what were you thinking, I asked myself. How did I let this amazing girl slip out of my hands. She is gone, Justin. Really gone, all the times you could just take her on a romantic date, buy some flowers and it will be okay again. But maybe if I did that, not only when things were rough. but just always, maybe I didn’t lose her?
I didn’t want to think about it anymore, I lost her, and searching for the reason won’t get her back in my arms. I took the clothes and did them in my suitcase. My eye fell on a white shirt, all messed up with paint. Memories came back, when Sel and her parents bought this house, it had to be paint. Even Brian and Mandy said that it was better to let some guys do it. But Sel wanted to do it on her own, it will be fun she said. That’s what she did, and I helped her. It was amazing, we had a paint fight and made love on the floor that night, between the paint. But it didn’t matter, cause we were together. nothing did matter when we were together…but we aren’t together anymore..
I was sitting there with the photos in my hand, the shirt messed up with paint laying on my lap. Just crying, thinking about us. The us that didn’t exist anymore. At that point I sighed and looked over my shoulder and saw Selena standing in the doorway. And that, that was my breaking point..
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Reuniting- One Shot Part 1
P/A After Justin’s Pov read with caution. Racy.
“You’re sure this is a good idea?” Sammy one of my good friends, asked with a hesitant sigh.
“I’m sure! Why do you keep asking me that?” I huffed crumbling up a tank top and stuffing it into my already full suitcase.
“Because every time you go meet up with him ‘just to talk’ you come back either brokenhearted or just holding onto empty promises- and I hate seeing you hurt like that.”
I let out soft sigh, knowing she was right. It was always the same with Justin, all happy and right at first but in the end we could never escape the real reason for us leaving each other.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything.” Sammy plopped beside me on the edge of my bed.
“No, you’re right it’s just- I love him… I have to do whatever I can to make this work. He didn’t give up on me when he could have, and I can’t do that to him now.”
After a short breath a soft smile took over her lips, I could tell it was a half hearten smile but that was her job. As my friend, she could have talked until she was blue in the face about all the reasons why I shouldn’t go to him, but the thing is I already knew the reasons why I shouldn’t. But what she didn’t know and what I did, is why I should.
This is it. I thought to myself as the pilot announced we would be landing in Oslo in ten minutes. I let out a pent up breath as I stared out the window. For a short minute the amazing view made me forget my actual reason for coming to this magical place. All my cares seemed to vanish for the 60 seconds it took to catch my breath.
As the plane slid into a landing, I tried bracing myself. I hadn’t seen Justin in almost a month, which was the longest we’d been apart in the past two and half years.
My heart raced as I rolled my carry on, off the plane and into the crowded airport lobby. I looked around with wide eyes, and huge expectations of seeing Justin with his arms opened wide and me running into them, locking my legs around his waist getting smothered in his rough kisses, like the hundred time before when we would meet in the airport. But my fantasy quickly dwindled when I saw Moshe and Justin’s driver.
I walked over, immediately getting pulled into Moshe’s arms as if the past few months never happened. I let out a sigh of relief, hugging him back.
“We’ve missed you.” He released his arms taking my bag out of my hand. I nodded my head, wanting to tell him just how much I’ve missed everyone as well but something stopped me.
The ride to the secretive hotel, was nothing but a large van full of an awkward silence. Which was my fault, every time Moshe tried starting up a conversation, my mind would go blank and a stupid smile would take over my lips along with a limp nod.
“We’re here.” The drive announced, and if I thought my heart were racing at the airport any minute it would be on the floor. I looked around, seeing the fans line the streets with makeshift signs, and flashing cameras. I tried keeping a smile on my face, but I was- scared. It was like I was meeting Justin for the first time again.
Moshe covered my thin frame with his dress coat as he rushed me from my car and into the lobby. Without stopping we made our way into the elevator where we both able to take a breath.
“Excuse me?” I questioned confused by his comment.
“The commotion. Do you miss it?”
“Not at all.” I laughed, “-in fact, it’s the only thing I don’t miss.” The words spilled out of my mouth before I could stop them. What a lie. I scoffed to myself, there were a lot of things I didn’t miss. Like the fighting, the secretiveness, the scrutiny we were both always under, but I guess what I did miss weighed out what I didn’t.
“This is him room. Would you like an escort?” He asked with a laugh.
“I think I’m good.” No! No you’re not! Turn around and run, don’t take another step to the door! My mind screamed, but it was to late. By the time I had ever considered running away, my hand was already locked around the doorknob as I turned it to open.
“Selena?” His ever so familiar voice smacked me in the face like a closed fist.
My knee’s bounced, and my hands shook with anticipation. Any moment know, Selena should be walking through the door of my hotel, and all would be good again.
As ten minutes past, all the crazy thoughts of her not showing up, of her changing her mind, ran through my head. What would I do then? I asked myself. The past month had been pure hell. I thought I could get through, I figured it wouldn’t be that hard to get over her but I was wrong. I had been through break-ups before, serious break-ups but none of them took my heart and twisted it around like with Selena. I kept a don’t-care persona, I didn’t want anyone- including her to know how bad I was hurt. But it seemed to be doing more bad than good. I was losing my friends, my fans, the respect people had for me. I was lost without her, and everyone could tell.
As I transferred to the bed, looking up at the ceiling picturing our reunion I heard the doorknob click, and the door being slowly pushed open.
Her name fell out of my mouth without a beat as I saw her thin frame appear from behind the wall. Seeing her smile, knocked the breath out of me, I couldn’t help myself. I jumped to my feet and rushed around the bed to her side. As I tried wrapping my arms around her waist for a hug she quickly stepped back, smashing any and all of my hopes.
“H-how was your flight?” I asked stepping back and sitting on the edge of the bed.
“It was ok, I slept most of the time.” She shrugged keeping a considerable amount of distance between us. I had to fight myself back, from jumping back up and pulling her in my arms.
“That’s good.” The awkward phrase stuttered from my lips.
“I guess we should talk.” She mumbled.
“I thought that’s what we were doing.” I laughed hoping to lighten the mood, but it did just the opposite. She rolled her eyes and sat in the chair furthest away from me.
“Why did you ask me to come here?”
“Because I- I missed you.”
“You missed me?” She asked as if I were incapable of missing her, “If you missed me so much, then why have I been hearing about you out with all these other girls?”
“What other girls Selena? Since we broke up, I haven’t been out with anyone other than the guys!”
“Really? You’re just gonna lie to my face?” She stood with her hands on her hips.
“I’m not lying!”
“Pictures don’t lie Justin- you know what this was a mistake. I shouldn’t have come.” She huffed, as her eyes swelled and her cheeks grew red. I jumped to my feet as she tried brushing past me. My hand caught her arm just in time as I pulled her close. “What are you doing? Let go!” She pushed at my chest, but I didn’t release my grip. I couldn’t let her walk out- again.
“I’m so sorry.” I muttered pulling her close. Her lips centimeters away from mine, her warm breath covering my chin as I looked down into her red, hazel eyes.
“Justin-” She got out as a soft sob followed. Her head fell against my chest as I wrapped my arms tightly around her shoulders keeping her as close as possible. As much as it killed me to see her cry, I was so thankful to be able to hold her again. “I’ve been miserable without you.” Her words muffled against my chest, as her tears soaked into my shirt. I wanted to agree, but she already knew. I gently lifted her chin, bring her lips to mine.
As our lips melded together, a fresh sensation took over. Our tongues wrestled as if it were the first time, her tears squeezed between our meshed cheeks as I pulled her closer and closer. I stumbled backwards keeping out lips together, until we fell onto the bed. She ran her hands down my sides and under my shirt, we parted lips just long enough for her to pull the shirt over my head as I did the same to her. Everything felt so familiar yet so foreign at the same time.
As our body heat rose, she pulled at the rim of my lose jeans until pushing them to my feet. My hands fumbled with the button of her jeans, until they slid down her legs. And there we were just like the many times before, our bodies like puzzle pieces that fit so perfectly together. Soon my boxers were gone, as well as her bra and underwear. As I ran my hands up and down her smooth body her gentle moans echoed down my throat.
As I grew harder, we both took a breath, before reattaching our lips. She reached her hands over my shoulders pushing her chest against mine. My fingers tangled in her hair, as my hands cupped each of her breasts. The wetter she got, the more I knew.
“Your sure?” I mumbled, placing kisses along her chest and down her flat stomach. She shook her head vigorously as I slowly began to enter her. Receiving a gasp of pain from Selena as I pushed further and further inside of her. Her nails dug into my back and scratched down as she quietly moaned. As she reached her climax a loud scream escape her lips followed by soft whimper.
“J-Justin…-” She stuttered as I slowly pulled out.
“I’m so sorry about everything.”
“Don’t.” Her hand fell over my mouth, as she gasped for breath. I fell beside her on the bed pulling the pushed over blankets over our bare bodies. “I love you baby.”
“Sel- I love you to.” I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer as her hair fell in my face. The only word that could explain this moment, right here in time was… perfect.
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JELENA: AN UNUSUAL CUDDLE SESSION
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I lay in bed, feeling alone as I held onto my pillow and watched Justin work on some track in his laptop, instead of spending some quality time with me. It was only a couple of hours ago when I had arrived here in Norway. Justin’s bodyguard fetched me from the airport and brought me here in the hotel, where Justin was. I was so happy and excited to see him. It seemed like he felt the same, but I was beginning to doubt it. I started to feel upset of coming here, because not only I was feeling unimportant, but I also feel like he didn’t want me here. In addition, he had told me that he would be done in fifteen minutes, but twenty minutes had already passed and he still wasn’t getting his butt off that chair.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved his passion for his work, but we hadn’t seen each other for more than a month and I really missed him. I miss his warm body, I miss his loving embrace, I miss his soft meaningful kisses… I was a girl who loved it every time her boyfriend was being affectionate with her, and it had been a long time since the last time we got intimate, so I was somehow longing for it.
“Jay, aren’t you tired yet?” I finally asked.
“Sorry, babe. Just have to check on two more tracks and I’m done,” he replied casually. He didn’t even look away from the screen of his laptop.
I let out a sigh as I did my best to remain calm. I felt the need to approach him, so I got out of bed and walked towards his direction. I tried to act cool. I didn’t want to get mad at him. The last thing I wanted was for us to have a fight. We had argued many times when we were apart and I was sick of it. I just wanted him to get in bed with me… to lie down beside me and hold me until I fall asleep.
“What is it for, anyway?” I asked about his tracks, hoping I sounded interested to whatever he was doing.
“I’ve recorded and produced a few songs for my new album,” he replied excitedly, as he looked up at me. He seemed really focused into what he was doing, so I guess there was no stopping him. So I figured it was better to join him.
“Wow, my boyfriend is so talented. Can I have a peek?” I walked behind him and rested my hands over his shoulders.
“Perks of being my girlfriend, eh?” he teased, and a chuckle escaped from his lips.
I started to give him a massage. I thought it was better to talk than let myself get swallowed by sadness. At least we could have some bonding time.
“Well, what can I say? I love being the first person to hear Justin Bieber’s future hit single,” I said proudly.
I gave out a sly smile as an idea came into my mind while I was massaging his shoulders.
Without any warning, I climbed on his seat and sat on the little vacant space behind him.
“Sel, what are you doing?” he asked confusedly.
He wasn’t leaning his back against the chair, so I took that opportunity to fit myself on the small space. I straddled him from behind and wrapped my arms around his naked waist. I kissed his shoulder as I looked back at the screen of his laptop innocently.
He shook his head as a smile brightened his face. He placed his hands over my arms and gently rubbed my skin. I sighed at the feeling of being close to him once again.
“This is much better,” I murmured as I rested my head sideways against his back. I definitely loved my position.
“Sorry for staying up late for this, I’ll make it up to you later,” he apologized once he got the idea of the reason I was here cuddling him from behind.
“Oh, you will,” I said with a giggle.
He then played a track for me and I listened to it as he worked on another track.
Even though his back was facing me, I could tell that he was already tired. I felt the need to comfort him, to make him feel much better… and I know one thing that releases stress.
“You’ve been makin’ music for too long babe, come cuddle,” I whispered lovingly.
I tightened my arms that were wrapped around his waist and placed butterfly kisses on his back. My hands caressed the skin of his torso, sort of teasing him as I dragged them smoothly down his legs. Gently, I caressed his legs, knowing it will make him excited.
“Sel…” he called my name. It sounded like a moan.
I bit my lip excitedly, knowing that my plan was working.
“Hmmm? Are you still busy for me?” I asked mischievously.
“You, my lady, are such a tease,” he said, shutting the laptop and turning on his seat so he would be facing me.
He gave me a devious grin before he picked me up, making me squeal in surprise. He swiftly managed to bring me to the bed where he laid me down before starting to attack me with kisses and touches that made my knees wobbly.
“You are such a bad girl,” he said breathlessly, before proceeding to undress me and make love to me endlessly.
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Protecting The Love
* Selena’s Point of View *
I sat in the special room where the crew was waiting during the Meet & Greets, texting on my phone and waiting for Alfredo to come back so we could continue playing cards. I know, it’s an incredibly strange thing to do, but hey- you only live once.
My phone had stopped buzzing since since Taylor had sent me the last message, saying she had to go shopping, but she will call me later. Playing Subway Surf on my phone was becoming boring after a while, and Twitter wasn’t the perfect place to be on either, due to the millions of beliebers who were talking about me going back to Justin. Crazy that after almost two years and a half, they still didn’t get over the Jelena thing.
” Sel, why don’t you come with me to see Justin and the fans? We can stay in the back. ” Twist said with a smile.
I know, it may seem strange that I am finally getting along with Twist, but after Justin had a serious talk with him about how much we love each other and about the fact that I am in no way using Justin for his money , he accepted and apologized to me for being mean. Of course, there were still discussions because of Twist and his smoking thing, but other than that, everything was fine.
” I am not really sure- ” I hesitated.
Justin’s fans could be labeled as the most protective fans ever, so I didn’t really want to get on their bad side. Imagine what they would say if they saw me.
” Come on, Sel ! You’re Justin’s girl and you have every single right to be there? What could possibly go wrong? ” he chuckled .
” The World War could begin, just saying. ” I joked.
” Let them be, Gomez! They’re just crazy , jealous fans. They cannot do anything. I mean , look at me. Everyone talks bullshit about me every time, yet here I am, not giving a fuck. ” he winked.
I groaned and shook my head, eventually giving in and agreeing with Twist’s idea. A chuckle escaped my lips as I stood up and stuffed my phone in the pocket of my denim jeans. Twist smiled in content when he saw that his plan of talking me in to go out had worked.
” I will make sure to protect little miss Gomez if someone intends to do something bad and I take the blame for anything that could go wrong with you, my dear lady. ” Twist joked in a horrible British accent.
I threw my head back slightly, laughing at him. ” Shut up, you’re going to scare everyone. It’s like I’m going to die any moment. “
He chuckled, before opening the door for me and leading me to the Meet and Greet area. Hope this goes alright.
* Justin’s Point of View *
” I love you too, sweetheart. Thanks for coming and never stop believing. ” I smiled at the fifteen years old girl that was on the verge of crying.
” I won’t, I promise. Bye, Justin. ” she smiled before walking away and allowing the other fans that were waiting in line to come and get their picture.
Meet and Greets always made me smile. It was a blessing to see how so many people were waiting and doing anything in their power just to meet me. Me, a boy from Canada who would have never dreamed about this thing happening to him. It amazed me to see how much my beliebers loved and supported me. How they spoke and acted around me, how they fought to stop the tears from pouring down their cheeks so they would look as good as they possibly could in the picture that they waited even years for.
Another two girls walked and aligned themselves so we could take the picture. It could be boring for almost everyone, to do the same thing for a couple hours; smile, hug, pose, hug, smile, wave. But to me, to be this close with my fans was something that I loved to do.
” Oh God, is that Selena? ” I suddenly heard a voice speaking.
I tried to concentrate on the fans that were currently with me, waiting to pose with me for the picture,but the whispers seemed to get more frequent. I looked around, seeing everyone turning their heads to see what was the subject of the sudden talk, and gasps were obvious when we all saw Twist and Selena in the back, watching us.
A smile crept on my face as I saw my beautiful girlfriend smiling happily at the bonding time that I was sharing with my fans. I could sense my smile getting bigger when she caught my gaze and made a kissy face before laughing with Twist. I shook my head and chuckled at them, before turning my attention back to the two girls that were somehow frowning.
” You girls alright ? ” I asked sweetly, getting between them and wrapping my arms around their shoulders.
I expected them to say that they were excited or amazed by something, but the reply that I got wasn’t what I wanted to hear. ” Not to be rude or something, but could you stop starring at Selena while we’re right here? I don’t know, but this is not what we came here for. “
I raised my eyebrows, not believing what I was just hearing. ” Excuse me? “
The other girl, who I decided on calling red head, due to her red hair, elbowed the blonde one who had just spoke and smiled at me, somehow apologizing for what her friend had said.
” We’re your fans Justin, and it hurts to know that not even when we’re here, you can’t stop thinking about a girl. A girl who says that she respects beliebers but doesn’t show it at all. ” the blonde spoke again.
” Sharon, shut the fuck up. ” the red head whispered to her, faking a laugh right after.
” Look, you’re my beliebers and this is all happening thanks to you. I love you to death, okay? But my girlfriend is also a girl that I love with my everything. ” I snapped , a little bit too rude than I had planned. ” Sel babe, come here. ” I shouted , making everyone either gasp in excitement or curse under their breath.
Selena looked stunned when I had called her name, and turned around so she could leave, but Twist grabbed her arm and stopped hair. The blonde girl stood there, with her mouth open in shock and I mentally smirked. I saw Twist saying something to Selena, before she eventually made her way trough the crowd. Here we go.
* Nobody’s Point of View *
Selena’s smile faded and her expression turned to a shocked once she heard Justin calling for her, in the middle of his Meet & Greet session. She couldn’t understand what was going trough his head, because she had never been put in this position before. Her heart started to beat faster and her face became pale.
She turned on her heal, wanting to walk away and cursing in her mind for ever agreeing to come. How could she be that stupid to think that no one would see her?
” Not today, miss. You take your pretty white ass and get there right now.m” Twist grabbed her arm, stopping her from leaving.
She turned to face him with an annoyed sigh. ” Are you out of your mind? Let me go. ” she snapped.
” Selena, I’m not giving you another talk. He needs you there. Plus, haven’t you always wanted him to stick up for you? Now’s your fucking chance so go! ” he smiled at her.
She inhaled, closing her eyes for a mere second. But in that second, all the thoughts she ever had about Justin’s rude fans crossed her mind. The thoughts of her crying at night because they hated her, the thoughts of her screaming at Justin to stick up for her just once. All the times when she wanted to end it all just because millions of people hated her everyday. Everything crossed her mind in that one second that she had her eyes closed. But when her eyes opened again, a sparkle of hope was shining in her eyes.
She nodded her head at Twist, earning a big, encouraging smile from him. She allowed a small smile to play at her lips also, before making her way to where Justin and the two girls were standing.
Justin smiled at the sight of his beautiful girlfriend walking towards him, as he offered her his hand. She took his hand slowly when she reached them, and turned around to smile at everyone who was sitting shocked in the room. Even though her heart was beating ten times faster than usual, she felt proud that Justin was not afraid to show her off anymore. She loved the fact that he had called for her, even though she had been paralyzed when she had heard him.
” So, mind telling her the same things you said to me? Mind telling everyone? ” Justin asked the blonde girl, whose name he had learned as Sharon.
” I- um.. ” Sharon stood there, frozen at the sight of Selena standing right in front of her, in the arms of her idol.
” Look guys- ” Justin turned to everyone as he started speaking again. ” - I know that there have been fights and hateful comments during the last few years, all because of my relationship. But, seriously- this whole hate thing has to stop, because it’s all getting ridiculous. I don’t understand you. I love and appreciate every little thing you guys do for me; I love how you’re supporting me, how you’re coming to my concerts and cry and scream out the lyrics to my songs, how you have millions of Twitter accounts dedicated to me, how you listen to my music and how you support me every time. I love how you always defend me and even though I do something bad, how you forgive me every time because you love me. ” Justin spoke.
By now, a lot of girls had tears in their eyes from Justin’s speech. But, they had no idea that they were going to be on full crying by the end of it.
” I know you love me, and believe me that I love you too. So much. But I can’t stay single forever just because you think that one day, we’ll get married and have kids. ” Justin chuckled. ” I’ve got the right to have my own girlfriend, my own lover that will be there for me in the rough times that I’m going to go trough. I’ve got the right to find out what love really means; what it feels like to get those butterflies in your stomach every time you speak to the person that you love, what if feels like to wake up every morning and to know that they’re right next to you or they’re away. I’ve found these all with Selena. I don’t know why you guys hate on her. She had feelings too. She cried when she saw your tweets for the first time. She tried to do everything perfect just so you could stop saying mean things. She loves me and she went trough all this stuff for me. Don’t you think that this is true love? Why would she go trough all this pain if she didn’t love me? Why would she cry herself to sleep at night if she didn’t love me? Why would she still smile at you every time you throw hateful comments at her if she didn’t love me?”
Selena’s eyes were watery, as she tried her best not to cry in front of the hundreds of fans that were already crying.
” I’m sure at least half of you have a boyfriend. Tell me, how many of you have a boyfriend? ” Justin questioned.
As he had said, more than half of the girls in the room raised their hands in the air, including Sharon. Justin smiled, chuckling a little.
” Tell me- how is it to know that you have someone home that is waiting for you? ” Justin asked Sharon.
” It’s beautiful. ” she whispered. ” It makes you feel loved; it makes you feel like you’re finally special to someone. That even though you’re going trough bad times, someone out there loves you and cares about you no matter what you do. “
Selena smiled. Her cheeks were wet with her tears, but she smiled at the effect that Justin’s speech had over the girls that a less than ten minutes ago could have hated her with a burning passion.
” And how would you feel if your friends- your family would hate on your boyfriend? ” Justin asked again.
She paused for a second to wipe away a tear that had fallen on her cheek. ” Betrayed. Unappreciated. Sad. “
Justin nodded his head, knowing he had accomplished his mission. ” Exactly. I love Selena, guys. And she loves me too. We’ve found the love that everyone dreams abut together and we’re happy. Can you let us try? Please? “
” Look, I’m sorry for being rude to you. I’m sorry for saying bad things about you, Selena. I know you’re not like what people say you are. But when I saw those people saying that you don’t exactly love Justin, I believed them. I only did it because I love Justin and because I want him to be happy. They were just so many people saying you’re not good for him and - I don’t know.. ” and there, Sharon broke down in tears.
Immediately, Selena flew out of Justin’s grasp and went over to Sharon to hug her. Sharon wrapped her arms around Selena immediately. Everyone was in tears by now, aww’ing at the scene that was unfolding in front of them. Even Justin had tears in his eyes; he had finally made his fans understand what he felt.
” You don’t have to worry, sweetheart. It’s okay now. ” Selena smiled at her, rubbing her back to calm her down.
” I’m so sorry. ” Sharon spoke, pulling away from Selena’s warm and loving hug.
” It’s fine now, it’s in the past. “
Selena returned back to Justin after he hugged Sharon as well, and wanted to leave the area so they could go back to the real Meet and Greet, but the next thing shocked both Justin and Selena.
” KISS! KISS! KISS! KISS! ” everyone screamed, smiling trough the tears at the couple.
It felt like Kiss Cam all over again, and Selena hid her face in Justin’s shoulder. But, he still kissed her. He pressed his lips firmly on hers and it took everything in her not make out with him there. They pulled away and smiled at the crowd that was smiling and clapping their hands in happiness.
” Okay, it’s been fun but now I don’t wanna take your time with Mr. Swaggy Pants right here so I’ll leave. ” Selena joked, making the girls laugh. ” But, it’s been nice to see you all and I hope we’re all good now. I love you all, bye. ” Selena waved her hand.
” We love you toooooo. ” Justin sing sang. ” Soooooo muuuuuuch. “
” Shut up, you’re tired. ” Selena laughed at him before leaving the Meet and Greet area.
She left with a big smile on her face. Finally, not everybody in the room was hating on her. They actually understood what they were going trough. They understood she loved him and he had finally stood up for her. He had opened up to his fans, just like they wanted him to, and had said what he felt. There was nothing stopping them now.
'We did' (a one shot)
The little girl was wrapped up in Selena’s arms, lying comfortably on the soft, white sheets. She’d fallen asleep around half an hour back, and Selena couldn’t seem to get herself to let go of her. She smiled down at her daughter, her motherly instinct taking over as she slowly traced her fingers over the girl’s forehead, pushing aside her little brown bangs as they shone in the light of the small nightlight.
Selena always thought she looked just like Justin; the hazel brown eyes, the perfect jawline and the curve of her little nose. Her voice was like a little angel’s, which Selena thought reminded her of Justin’s soothing tone as well. The girl’s father on the other hand, had decided firmly that Scarlett was a smaller replica of his beautiful wife. The way her flowing brown hair fell across her shoulders, and that intoxicating smile that was always playing on her lips; to him, they were both the most beautiful girls on the planet. He lived for his family, along with his passion for music and the hunger to create masterpieces that people around the world could enjoy.
A small groan brought Selena back to reality, her eyes immediately placing themselves on the girl’s face in worry. She sighed in relief, seeing that she had only woken up, and was now gazing up with wide and innocent eyes, making Selena chuckle slightly. “Good morning to you, princess.”
The girl smiled widely, giggling into her mother’s chest. She huffed lightly, her head coming back up from under the covers. “When is Dada coming home?”
Selena laughed lightly, grinning at how she was a total daddy’s girl. Her fingers caressed the side of Scarlett’s cheek as she smiled down at her. “He called a while back, he should be reaching any minute.”
Justin never left an opportunity to be with his two favorite girls go to waste, and always managed to find a way to spend quality time with them. The two wanted their daughter to have a loving household, and never regret not being with her parents enough in her younger years. Because both of them knew how painful that could be.
“What’s that smell, though?” Scarlett pouted cutely, making Selena raise her eyebrows.
“You, are a very smart girl,” she cooed, gently grabbing the bowl of custard from the side table.
Scarlett’s eyes lit up, her hands reaching for it as Selena waved it around playfully, careful not to spill any. She knew that Scarlett wasn’t accustomed to falling asleep without seeing her father, and had decided to make it anyway. The girl whooped in triumph once her mom set it down in front of her, sitting up straight quickly. Custard was her favorite, and Selena always made it on the days she wanted to pamper her, which came very often in her world. Selena lifted the spoon, teasingly holding it out of reach. Scarlett groaned in discontent, leaning forward with her mouth help open.
“Pwease, mommy?” she spoke softly, cocking her head, “You know your custards are the best things in the world, right?”
Selena shook her head, silently amused at the girl’s flattering talk and cunning ways to get to the food she desperately craved. “Oh really?”
“Yess,” she dragged out the word, her brown eyes flitting from the spoon to her mother’s face, “You’re the best mommy ever. And not to forget, your homemade pasta in red sauce is heavenly.”
Selena let out a hearty laugh, trying to wrap her head around the fact of how her little innocent daughter could be that sly with words at the tender age of five. Again, probably got that from Justin. The convincing person he can be, it never failed to surprise her. Just like him unexpectedly turning up at the most random times.
Justin adjusted the bag’s strap over his shoulder, smiling sincerely at the scene in front of him. His eyes couldn’t stay off it, the feeling in his heart making it swell. As Selena finally tipped the spoon into Scarlett’s mouth, his wider smiler synchronized with hers. He leaned against the wooden frame, gazing over at the two most important inspiring people in his world. One, that stood by him through everything, thick and thin, the rumors and the hate, along with another, that needed him to do the same with her as she grew up.
“But, dada does give the most comfy hugs,” Scarlett shrugged, chuckling as Selena’s eyes narrowed down to slits and a laugh shook her body.
Wrapping her hands around her daughter, she began swiftly tickling her sides, causing the custard bowl to topple over. “Oops.” they said together, making the angelic laughter run through the room again.
Justin rested his head against the door, chuckling softly at the antics taking place in front of him. Scarlett’s head turned over to him, making her eyes widen in delight as she hurriedly slipped of the bed, running towards her beloved ‘Dada.’ It was Selena’s turn to watch her family in silent awe. The little girl jumped into his arms as he crouched down, admiringly grinning at his doll. His strong hands rubbed her the small of her back lightly, resting his head in the crook of her shoulder.
His eyes caught Selena’s gaze, and both of them shared a mutual exchange of just pure happiness and love. Scarlett pulled away, wiping any trace of custard of the side of her mouth. “Mom made our favorite custard, could you read a story to me as I eat?”
Her lower lip came out as she made the best puppy eyes she could muster, making Justin grin in reply. “Sure, angel, what d’ya want me to read?”
He stood up with a firm hold around her, setting her on his hip even though she was now five and a little heavy to carry. Slowly walking towards the bed, he set her down before climbing in himself. Selena gave him an acknowledging glance as he threw and arm around her, placing a soft kiss on her cheek. “Hey, babe.”
“Hi,” she mumbled shyly under his intense gaze, never quite adjusted to the amount of love between them and the effect he had on her even till date.
“Awhh,” Scarlet cooed, clasping her hands together as she fondly glanced at her parents exchanging a moment. “I want the story of Prince Justin and Princess Selena!”
Selena laughed, shaking her head at the constant change of her daughter’s attitude from a 3 year old’s cuteness to a one much older than her age. Justin on the other hand, couldn’t get enough of this adorable side to his daughter. He took her hand in his, helping her lie down comfortably. “I don’t have such a story, but there is a song.”
Scarlett clapped her hands together excitedly, knowing how much she loved when her dada sang to her. “Even better, what’s it called, dada?”
“Well, I wrote it quite a while back, as your mother will recall, and it’s called ‘Fall.’”
‘Let me tell you a story, about a girl and a boy,
He fell in love with his best friend, when she’s around he feels nothing but joy,’
Justin proceeded to sing the entire song, slowly rubbing her back as she was turned to face him. Her eyelids began drooping after the first chorus, and the pace of her breathing slowed down as she slowly fell into a peaceful slumber with her father’s calming voice. Selena smiled down at her, ceasing to stroke her hair as she lifted her eyes to see Justin watching their beautiful daughter as he quietly finished the song.
“That was quick,” she whispered, now careful not to disturb the little girl’s sleep.
“Guess she had had enough of adorableness for a day,” Justin replied, a ghost of a smirk on his lips.
“Hmm, agreed,” Selena giggled, pressing her lips onto his to steal a kiss. “Shall we go have dinner?”
“Oh yes, I’m starving, and you,” he grinned, stepping over Scarlett quietly and wrapping his arms around her, “My beautiful wife, decided to make my favorite custard too.”
Selena nonchalantly shrugged, nuzzling her face into his neck, “Anything for you, now let’s go.”
Justin nodded, throwing his feet off the bed and taking Selena with him, dragging her towards the door while she let slip a few laughs. He rested at the entrance, turning to look at Scarlett who had cutely covered half her head with the covers and was lightly snoring away to glory. “You made the most beautiful angel in the world.”
Selena shared the look of content, leaning against his chest and slowly shook her head. “We did.”
That was the cutest thing I’ve ever written and it hurts my heart bc if they really do become a family and all I will never complain about anything in life ever again. and the fact that they’ll be 2837283 times cuter than this. sighh, anyway, I hope you guys liked it, and thank you pinklover9912 for requesting this, hope it met your expectation. I altered your request a bit to just be cuter, hehe. So, leave feedback and remember I love you guys! xx
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The new mornings sun peered through the sheer curtains as I let out an inward groan. Turning on my side I was greeted by a light jasmine scent that lingered in Selena’s day old hair. A smile crept across my lips as I slowly opened my tired eyes, catching sight of her chest rising up and down. A soft grin painted her lips as her eyelashes fluttered gently. I studied the peach night dress she wore that just barely covered her stomach, and flowed off her hips.
I kept my breaths shallow as I carefully slid out of bed, sure not to wake her. I glanced back once more before escaping out of the bedroom we shared and into the kitchen. Today was a special day and I knew I wanted to wake her the best way possible, so I decided to try my hand at breakfast.
I mixed together the pancake batter, and began frying up a few slices of bacon. After the pancakes had reached a perfect golden tint I buttered each one then topped ‘em off with some of Selena’s favorite maple syrup. As I spun around on my heels to grab the toast that had recently popped up I heard a soft laugh from behind.
“Good morning beautiful.” I smiled, laying the toast on the plate and making my way to Selena’s side.
“You didn’t have to do this baby.” She shook her head, wrapping her arms around my neck.
“I know, but I wanted to. Today’s the day.”
“And I can’t wait. I had dream about it being-“
“No, no, no. Remember we already agreed not to assume, that we’re gonna be happy either way.” I gently laid my finger across her pink lips.
“Fine then. Let’s eat, I’m starving.” She giggled peaking over my shoulder at the plates full of food.
“I’m sure you are, that’s why I made your favorites. Pancakes and bacon, with toast and raspberry jam.” I explained as she took her seat on the bar stool.
“It looks amazing Jay.” Her eyes spread as I sat the plate in front of her. Without further adieu she grabbed a fork and started devouring the food. I couldn’t help but laugh at the hurry it looked like she was in. “Stop, it’s not funny.” She muttered looking down with pink cheeks, “You know I’m eating for two.”
New series. I know it’s extremely short but I wanted you guys to get a feel for it. I hope you enjoyed, let me know. :)
In Every Way
Based on: the interview where Selena said she was “available in every way” and also kinda on this, even tough I am not sure if it is true. As always, this is only fiction. Thank you to everyone who reads and especially to those who like the stories or who even send me some feedback!
“Available in every way? What the fuck, Selena?” Justin shouted angrily when she picked up her phone. “I though we finally quit hiding!”
“Oh, and now you suddenly care again?” She asked, rolling her eyes.
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” He asked, the confusion taking away some of his angriness.
“Just the fact that you don’t even realize it is sad enough. You have no reason to complain at all.” She told him.
“Realize what, Selena?” His voiced sounded tired and he ran his hand trough his hair as his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“You really don’t get it. Don’t you see what you are doing?” Selena asked again, waiting for an answer she didn’t get.
“What?” He said as his thoughts wandered.
“You’re doing it again!” Now she was the one to shout. “You haven’t been talking to me for days, you went to this club and don’t even lie to me, it was obvious you weren’t sober when you left. You promised you won’t fgo back to that, you were the one who wanted this relationship to work so badly and then you leave me hanging. I told you you can go to clubs all you want, but is one call a day really to much to ask for?”
“Sel, I .. ” He started but soon realized she wasn’t finished.
“I don’t want to be the clingy girlfriend, but a little attention would be really nice.” Selena told him.
“What does that even have to do with the interview?” He asked after it had been quiet for a while.
“Is that the only thing you care about?” He heared her sigh deeply. “Do you remember what you told me before the first interview I had after we started dating?”
“I told you to fuck what people say.”
“Yes, and the thing after that?” He thought about it for a while before replying.
“I said that it’s not about what is in the public.”
“I didn’t say it’s okay to lie about our relationship!” He argued. Justin really didn’t understand her.
“No, you didn’t. But if I am honest, I had hoped you would hear it.” She admitted.
“Because you didn’t seem to understand that you have a girlfriend who loves you, okay.” She said, a little louder than she had intended.
“I know I do.” He said like it was the most obvious thing in th world.
“Well, maybe you should start acting like it then.” Selena responded sarcastically. She was sick of this, but at the same time she knew she could not easily give up on something like this. She had done it before and giving up was worse than fighting.
“Are you telling me to stop going to the club or what?” He asked.
“God, Justin, didn’t you listen to me? Go to every single club if you want, I am just asking for a little more attention. I could’ve died the last two days and you wouldn’t have noticed because you didn’t even bother to pick up the phone or write back. I do realize you are busy and all, but how can you expect this to work if you don’t even put any effort in it? We broke up because of this Justin, I am scared!” She confessed loudly before trying to calm herself down.
“You’re right.” He simply said, wishing he was one of the normal guys who could just go over to hold her. “You’re right. I am stupid. I love you, Sel, I really do. I am trying but sometimes I get so caught up in everything. I don’t know, I am sorry for not making enough time for you.” He sighed, burrying his head in his free hand. “I’m sorry I always screw up.”
“Justin, you don’t, it’s just …. well you kinda screwed up a little.” She giggled quietly and that was all Justin needed to hear.
“So you forgive me?” he asked, holding his breath.
“Fine.” she said. “Only if we’ll spend the whole day together when you come back.”
He laughed. “That’s completely fine with me, babygirl.”
“It better is.” Selena answered, running her hand over the bright pink lingerie she had bough for when they saw each other again.
”I have a surprise for you.” she whispered seductively.
“I can’t wait babe.” he said as his lips turned into a smirk. “Oh and just to make one thing clear - you are mine, in every way.”
A/N: I had so much inspiration today that another one-shot is almost finished in my drafts so if you want it, I’ll post it tomorrow :)
Haters Make Us Stronger
SURPRISE! THIS WAS ALL CO-WRITTEN WITH THE AMAZING JELENAISINFINITY! We just played around with some lines, and then suddenly we had a one shot!
He lays there just admiring her beauty, staring at her lips smiling. He lightly rubs his fingertips up and down her bare back. He moves her closer to his chest, she lightly opens her eyes, breathing in his scent. She turns around and stares into his beautiful light brown eyes. His smile grows bigger as both their heart beats raise, she hovers over top of him leaning in for a kiss. He quickly wraps his arms as close as possible around her body as they both smile into the kiss.
Her hands moving slowly down while tracing his abs. His love for her only getting stronger every second, he flips over so he is hovering on top of her. While hovering on top of her he leans down and whispers in her ear ”I love you” sending chills down her spine, she attaches her hands in his hair playing with it, smiling softly before replying ”I love you too baby”
He looks at her stomach and starts to tickle her. Soft laughs escapes her lips, music to His ears. She begs him to stop between her loud laughs but he won’t, after a while she lifts his head and whisperes ”if you stop i’ll make it worth your time” lightly nibbling on his ear.
He softly lets out a moan making her giggle into his ear, He Buries his head into her shoulder, letting the scent of her sink in. Before leaning his lips close to her skin, He finds his way to her neck and leaves kisses on her soft spot, he sucks on her pulse point, as she wraps her legs around his waist. He unclaps her bra and lets it slide of her bare shoulder. He stares at her, getting butterflies in his stomach. ”You’re so beautiful” he says almost in a breath, making her blush deeply.
She gets shy and leans her head against his shoulder while touching his Jerry. He moans softly once again as she rubs Jerry slowly. She feels him getting hard and looks up. He looks into her eyes and blushes. She Smiles at his action and closes the gap between their lips once again. He slowly licks her lips begging her to allow entrance. She opens her mouth and slowly enters his tounge.
Their tongues moving around in a rhythm, exploring untouched areas. Sparks fly into their body, never feeling this way before. Both feeling a new and stronger love for each other.
Knowing nothing can ever tear them apart, not ever. Because They’re Meant To Be Together. And no matter what people say, their love will only grow stronger and stronger for each other. Because this love is real and it’s here to stay, forever and ever. Having a forever with each other, it doesn’t matter where they are as long as they’re together. Alive or when death shall come, they will always say ”I love you” Because they do, they really do. And someday the whole world will see that, without hate and without jealousy. Not today, but someday. And that someday will come soon, not tomorrow, but soon.
Billboards 2013 Part 2
“Crazy night huh” Taylor commented.
“Yeah” I said poking at my food.
“What’s wrong? You haven’t touched your food” Charity commented.
“I’m worried about Justin” I explained.
“Oh Selena, don’t” Taylor rolled her eyes.
“No, you don’t” I said getting upset. “I realize that you both are not fans of him but I love him. No matter what, I will always love him” I explained.
“It’s time to move on” Charity commented.
I finally stood up.
“I am a big girl. I get to make my own decisions about my relationships. Don’t people get that! This is between me and Justin! Not you and me and Justin. Just me and Justin” I said getting up from the table and heading back towards my hotel room.
I was still upset by the time I got to my hotel room.
Soon enough Justin was knocking on my door and I answered it immediately.
“He-” Justin began, but I connected my lips to his before he could say any more. We stumbled back to my bed and I began to take my clothes off.
“Wait, Sel! As much as I want this right now, we need to talk. Are you ok” he said looking deep into my eyes.
“No” I said feeling the hot, salty, familiar liquid start to run down my face.
“Oh Sel” he said grabbing me in his arms and pulling me into my chest. “It’s going to be ok” he said kissing me on the head.
After a few minutes, I looked at his face and studied the concerned look on his face.
“You were the one I was going to check on, and now you’re the one asking me if I’m ok” I laughed humorlessly.
“I know” he smiled.
“Jay, it hurt me so bad to see those people booing you” I said feeling tears run down my face again.
“I know” he said reaching out to wipe my tears.
“Are you ok?” I questioned.
“Yes” he said genuinely.
“How?” I wondered.
“Well, at first I got really angry. I couldn’t believe that people were disrespecting me like that” he began.
“But” I persuaded.
“But” he continued, “I realized I had to take it all and continue to motivate myself to prove them wrong” he explained running his hand up and down my arm.
“Wow” I said, “I’m impressed.”
“Thanks, but I want to talk about us now Sel.” Justin said and I saw him begin to get nervous.
“I saw a look on your face today Sel” he said, “that looked like you were defeated” he said.
“I sort of am” I mumbled into his shirt.
“Are you ready to give up?” he questioned hardly above a whisper.
“What?” I questioned, sitting up to look at him.
“Are you ready to give up on us Sel?” he said with that pained expression on his face.
“Oh no Jay” I reassured him. “Why would you think that.”
“Because I know it is hard to be involved with me and I know we fight. And you keep telling everybody that you’re single. And you just said you were defeated.” he explained.
“Jay, you and me, we aren’t defeated. We aren’t done yet and we really aren’t the problem” I explained.
“Then what has you defeated?” he questioned.
“The outside world. I don’t know what to do Jay. Everybody is rooting against us. I mean Taylor and Charity don’t have a positive word in their vocabulary to describe you. My whole team makes me say I am single for my image. They think I am in an important stage in career development and you aren’t good for that image” I choked out.
Justin sat up straight and his face got pale.
“I’m ruining your career?” he questioned.
“I didn’t say that. And you are more important to me than what they believe.” I argued.
“Sel this is huge. I don’t want to be holding you back” he said, his voice cracking.
“Stop talking like that” I said stroking his face. “You lift me up. You make me happy” I smiled.
“Then why are you defeated?” he questioned.
“Because I’ve been fighting with everybody about you and I’m sick of it. I’m done with it. I’m a big girl and I can make my own relationship choices” I said strongly.
“I know” he agreed. “So what do we do?”
“We love each other” I said simply and found myself back in his arms.
Our bodied were molded together and I felt more like myself than I had felt in weeks.
* End of Flashback *
Justin was laying next to me sound asleep. All we know was that we love each other more than words can ever express. I knew that no matter what, even if our relationship didn’t work, we would always be in each others lives.
Thanks again for reading this story I couldn’t get out of my mind.
Satisfying Surpise (ONE-SHOT) *Requested*
“Can you feel me when I think about you….with every breath I take?” I sang on key, moving to the beat of one of my older songs. I was back on tour and it felt amazing. My fourth album just came out and I was so happy to be back on stage. The only downside of touring was that I didn’t get to see Justin as much but we were doing the best we could.
“A day without you is like a year without rain!” I sang out loudly, continuing on with my performance. Quickly taking my eyes off the crowd, I spotted a familiar face backstage.
“I-I’m missing you so much, can’t help it I’m in love-” I stuttered, trying greatly to stay focused on singing and direct my attention away from my gleaming boyfriend’s face on the side stage. I can’t believe Justin came….This is amazing.
“Love the energy tonight guys! Keep it up! I’m going to take a quick break but I’ll be right back!” I yelled out to my Selenators before practically sprinting offstage and into Justin’s arms.
“BABBBBBBY!” He yelled as I practically knocked him over, wrapping my legs around his torso as our lips attached passionately. “Damn I missed you.” He whispered in between kisses.
“I missed you MORE! What an amazing surprise!” I squealed right as my mom signaled I needed to get my butt back on stage.
“You look HOT, by the way…” He smirked, setting me on the ground and eyeing the skimpy leotard I was sporting for my performance while licking his lips.
“Maybe I’ll keep the costume for the night but you, my friend, need to wait until we are back in the hotel!” I yelled, laughing at his very visible boner and running back on stage. Today was a GREAT day….
I decided missing Sel had become too unbearable so I made a surprise visit and DAMN did my baby look sexy. She always looked amazing but there was just something about her tonight…There was no way I would make it all the to the end of the show without touching her or kissing those sweet lips…
“When you’re ready come and get it na na na na, na na na na…” She sang sweetly, occasionally glancing in my direction and sending me a flirty wink. The dress she was wearing for this number was gorgeous. I couldn’t take my eyes off her.
“This love will be the death of me, but I know I’ll die happily!” And with that she moved right into the choreography for the last song of the evening and I couldn’t take it anymore. Maybe it was the the form fitting dress or the seductive dance moves- but whatever it was, it turned me on.
“Thank you guys! I love you!” Selena called out, closing the show and running off stage to thank her crew before making her way over to me.
“You. Me. Naked, now.” I said firmly, grabbing her arm and pulling her into her dressing room, locking the door behind us and pushing her up against it.
“Mmm someone’s horny tonight….” I giggled, wrapping my legs around Justin while he worked his way down my neck, gnawing at my sensitive spots.
“Not my fault you’re too damn sexy…” He whispered against the bare skin on my neck before pulling off my dress forcefully, soon followed by the rest of our clothing.
“You want an encore?” I teased, sliding down to kneel on the ground and taking his member in my hands.
“Let’s skip to the performance…” He mumbled, unable to wait any longer as he picked me up to lay me down on the couch, proceeding to hover over me. “Ready babe?” He asked, positioning himself properly.
“Mmmm” Was all I could manage to reply before we connected in the best way we knew how. Filling that void that only Justin could fill, that gap that felt so empty when we were apart. One of the the best feelings in the world, a feeling that was worth waiting days or months for and I can only thank Justin for that.
“I love you” He mumbled in between moans. “Forever?”
“And always.” I whispered, curling into the crook of Justin’s neck and feeling like I was on top of the world- I could stay here forever….
And in that moment I swear we were infinite.
Alright guys- this was a request from a long time ago so I hope I did it justice! (Yes I felt the need to include the ever-so-famous quote from The Perks Of Being A Wallflower)
So please give me feedback? Love you all! Thanks for reading!
CO-WRITTEN WITH THE LOVERLY JELENA-WORLD
Sorry if you can find any mistakes in this, it was all written on our phones, and it’s kinda long too, but enjoy!!
He sees Selena’s eyes closing and can’t help but smile at her beautiful face. He gets her hair out of her face making her move closer to his chest. She snuggled extra close into his neck and breathes in his scent. Justin feels a tickle on his neck making him giggle. Moving his hand up and down on her back thinking about how this night couldn’t get any better. “I love you” Selena whispers kissing his neck softly, “I love you too baby girl, so much” he breathes wrapping his arms as tight as possible around her.
Just as he was about to turn over there was a knock on the door “Come in” Justin said, In comes Pattie who looks at the young couple in awee. He looks up at her and smiles. Pattie said “Sorry to interupt, but Justin can Jazzy and Jaxon sleep with you two?” Justin looked at Selena, Selena just smiled widely and nodded weakly “of course they can” Justin smiled. Pattie smiled at the both of them and went to go get the littles.
As the couple laid there they heard small footsteps running through the hallway against their bedroom door.
Jazzy and Jaxon came running into their room jumping on the bed. “Bieber Selly, We are gonna sleep with you guys” Jazzy said smiling from ear to ear as Pattie showed up in the door again. “Now you guys be good” Pattie said. They got in bed and cuddled with Justin amd Selena. They both gave kisses to each of them whispering “Good night”
As the two kids fell asleep on their chest the couple couldn’t help but miss being closer to each other, they had both had buys schedules lately and they were enjoying the time they had together as much as possible. Justin stared into Selena’s eyes and reached over to her head. She looked up and smiled at him wishing he was next to her. “Did I tell you how much I’ve missed you?” Justin whispered quietly trying not to wake the toddlers peacefully sleeping on their chest. She nodded her head. “I missed you a lot Justin” she whispered. She raised her hand to his cheek, rubbing it with her thumb. He lightly jumped by her touch, it still surprises him every time what this girl can make him feel.
He took her hand and held it. Thinking about everything she was going through made him almost cry. He whispers to her “I love you with all my heart”
“I love you too” She giggled trying to get the frown away from his face. He knew why he was upset and she didn’t want him to feel that way because of her, but he did, and he would always do. With that they ended their little conversation and slowly fell asleep.
“Guys, guys wake up, it’s mowning.” A three year old Jaxon said sitting on top of Selena shaking them both in the shoulder. Selena groaned and opened her eyes squinting getting use to the light. She looked at the time at it was already 12:30pm. Justin slowly began to wake up too and when he saw what time it was he asked in disbelief “how did you two manage to sleep for so long?” “Well, we slept pretty late” they responded. It was now Justin’s turn to be jumped on making him groan with pain. Selena laughed but also smiled sympathetically knowing it wasn’t really comfortable.
He turned to face her, He took Jaxon off of him and scooted closer to Selena so he could kiss her. “Morning beautiful” He said looking into her eyes, “Good morning handsome” She responded before closing the gap between their lips.
“Ewww” Jazzy and Jaxon screamed. They both laughed at them. “Time to get up and get ready” Selena said. “Yayy” Both kids yelled excitedly causing the couple to chuckle once again, sometimes their cuteness is more than they could bare.
Selena got up and went to go take a shower while Justin got breakfast ready for the kids. “What do you guys want to do today, I know Daddy is gonna spent the day with Auntie Pattie so you’re all ours” Justin asked the little toddlers. “Can we pwease get ice cream?” they shouted. Justin laughed and nodded his head. “We can, we just gotta eat some breakfast first” he smiled as Selena walked into the room. Jazzy turned around and smiled at Selena. “Do you want anything to eat baby?” Justin asked. Selena just raised her eyebrows giggling and Justin nodded knowingly “why did I ask” he laughed and she joined in too.
After finishing breakfast they got the kids ready to go out. Jaxon was singing his head of while Jazzy was jumping up and down. “These two are going to get more hyper after they eat ice cream” Selena whispered to Justin. He giggled and kissed her cheek. “I know but hopefully by then Dad will be home so we can leave him with that” He smirked. “You Biebers” Selena sighed jumping into the car after buckling up Jax And Jaz. Selena just wanted some alone time with him, but that was probably not going to happen, Little did she know Justin felt the same way and had a spesial evening planned. He was going to take her out to a beautiful restaurant. Justin couldn’t wait to see the look on her face when he told her. They got to the ice cream shop. Selena picked up Jaxon and Jazzy was holding her hand, “Babe I’ll go order while you wait with the kids here” Justin smiled. Selena was trying to calm down the kids but they kept going crazy, She couldn’t help but laugh. “Babes calm down, your ice cream will be here soon” She smiled.
Justin finally came with the ice cream. He handed them and said “Do you guys want to stay here or go?” We wawnt to go, too hot hewre” Jaxon mumbled taking a bite of his ice cream. They all got up and headed to the car. Justin could see in Selena’s eyes that she wanted to have sone alone time. He couldn’t wait for tonight.
“Hey babe” Justin called as they sat on the living room couch. “What?” She asked curiously. “I have a surprise for you” he smirked. “What is it?” she asked confuses. He took her hand. “Where are you taking me?” she grumply said. Justin laughed by how well she knew him by now before going on. “I’m taking you out to the best restaurant here, also were we had our first real date.” “Really?” she screamed. They were finally going to have some alone time. “Yes really” he smiled rolling on top of her and kissing her nose.
She giggled and started playing with his hair. Staring into his beautiful light brown eyes making her smirk. Selena leaned Justin in by lightly pushing him in the back of his neck to connect their lips. Sparks were flying everywhere. “I missed this” he murmured into the kiss. They hadn’t felt this way in a long time. “I missed this too” Selena whispered pecking his lips one more time. Justin looked over at the time. “Get ready” he said. Selena smiled and couldn’t wait. Justin quickly got dressed in a black suit before plumping down on the couch to way for his girl.
Selena decided to wear a black strapless dress. She touched up her hair and makeup and walked downstairs to see her handsome boyfriend. As she walked into the room his jaw was practically on the floor. “Oh my, y-you look absolutely stunning” He charmed pulling her into his arms for a quick kiss. She started blusing. “You look handsome” she lightly gave him a tap on the nose. Making him smile. “Come on let’s go, we can’t be late” Justin said lifting her up making her laugh and carrying her out the door. He plopped her down in the car and drove off. “Close your eyes”Justin said casing Selena to question him. “Babe I’ve been there before” She giggled “Just close them baby” he said and she did as she was told but couldn’t help but laugh at how cute he was. He slowly walked her inside the restaurant and he came to a hault.
“Open them up babe” he said. She opened them and her jaw dropped. Roses were everywhere, small lights all over the floor and in the middle was a table for two. Roses were everywhere, small lights all over the floor and in the middle was a table for two. “You’re amazing Justin thank you” She whispered as he lead her to her chair. “We needed the time alone” he said. The waitor came with the menus. “I love you” Selena breathed taking the menu in her hands but still looking at Justin. He took the menu amd looked up “I love you too” he said smiling. The waitor took their orders and left. The couple had a great time eating and enjoying each other ‘s company, they both loved being around their families and friends but sometimes it’s best to be alone. They both looked at each other and smiled. This was the first time they had alone time in months. Justin And Selena gracefully thanked the staff for a lovely dinner before leaving the resturant.
It was almost 1:00 when they got home. Selena changed into her pajamas and so did Justin. Yet another eventful day passed by, Justin took Selena over to his side of the bed and they both crawled in exhausted. Both saying their I love yous, they fell asleep. Together and peacefully in each others arms.
BBMAs (Part 2/Epilogue)
Sooo someone asked me if I could write part two and I decided to do it. I wasn’t planning on writing the second part because I wanted you all to suffer since I’ve read so many fictions that leave me drowning in fucking misery (you know who you are) and I wanted revenge but I changed my mind since I am just that nice of a person lol. Idek if this is good or not but whatever & thanks for the likes on the first part! Enjoyyy!
Selena placed her last piece of clothing inside the suitcase.
She hated how things ended between her and Justin a few hours ago. She knew it wasn’t Charity’s fault, and that she was only trying to save her from falling to his ‘charms’ again.
Selena sighed and plopped on the bed with the still-open suitcase next to her. She wanted to scream, shout… let it all out. She let out a small chuckle when that quote struck her mind. But the smile quickly turned down and it became harder for her to breathe.
She couldn’t do this anymore.
She couldn’t go on knowing she’s only faking her feelings. She needs to tell him how she feels but everyone is extremely against it and she couldn’t help but feel that she’s supposed to follow what they told her.
“You’re better off without him, honey.” They all said.
Selena exhaled a long breath and put her head in her hands.
“’You okay?” someone asked.
Selena’s head snapped up and there he was, looking gorgeous as ever, leaning against her hotel-room door.
She slapped her thighs and stood up, making her way to zip up her suitcase. She had left the award show two hours ago and changed into jeans and a grey t-shirt with the sleeve rolled up.
“What are you doing here?” she asked, not bothering to answer his question. She had a feeling he knew how she felt.
Justin shrugged. “I wanted to see you one last time before we leave.”
Selena smiled sadly, keeping her eyes on her navy blue luggage as she struggled to close it.
“Couldn’t you just wait in the lobby? We’re leaving in a few minutes anyway.”
“There’s gonna be a shitload of people down there,” he began, fumbling with his fingers. “…And I kind of wanted to give you something.”
Selena turned her body and faced him, a teasing smile plastered on her face. “O-kay?”
Justin chuckled and pulled himself away from the door, walking a few steps closer to where she was standing.
“Do you remember the huge fight we had back in November?” Justin asked, still smiling.
Selena’s smile, however, dropped into a thin line. She didn’t need a reminder of what happened in the last couple of months in 2012. She was trying her hardest to forget those dark, rocky moments, and there he was, bringing up the topic she wanted so badly to avoid. “Where are you going with this?”
Justin ignored Selena’s question. “Do you remember when you accused me of sneaking around and threw your ring at me?”
Selena scoffed. “Are you seriously picking a fight again?”
Justin, for the second time, ignored her and continued walking towards her. “Do you remember slapping me,” he paused, tapping two fingers on his left cheek, “and just basically drove off?”
“Justin, stop,” Selena warned him.
“Do you remember me letting you go because I thought it was the right thing to do?” he questioned.
This time, Selena didn’t mutter a single word. She was confused to where he was going with this, and one half of her wanted to smack his big ass head for reminding her of all the things she wished she could forget.
“Well…” his voice was low, since he was now standing right in front of her, “now I realize it’s not the right thing to do. And this time,” he took her hands in his, “I’m not making the same mistake twice.” And so he gave her the thing he wanted to give.
Justin let go of her hands and used one to cup her jaw, smashing his lips onto her with as much passion and love he could muster.
He wrapped his other hand around her waist and massaged her lips with his own.
Selena was in shock. They weren’t supposed to do this. They both agreed to go separate ways and still be friends, but… friends don’t kiss each other, do they?
Fortunately for Justin, Selena seemed to break out of her shell and threw all the care she had into the ocean because she responded with as much vigor.
She wrapped both of her arms around Justin’s neck and continued the kiss.
She was in too much bliss to worry about anything right now, and the disapproving looks and scowls from her girlfriends she had in mind were the least of her concerns.
They both pulled away, their noses brushing against each other. Although her eyes were closed, she could tell Justin was smiling. He, too, had his eyes closed, but he couldn’t help the real, genuine smile from appearing.
Selena finally opened her eyes, looking into his hazel ones that just opened.
“What happened to us being just friends?” she whispered.
Justin grinned and popped his collar. “Badasses like me don’t follow rules.”
Selena rolled her eyes – also with a grin on her face – and unwrapped her hands to shove Justin playfully.
He just chuckled and pulled her into another kiss. A shorter one, much to her dismay.
Justin gave her a chaste kiss on the lips before telling her the only thing he knew for sure, with his arms still wrapped around her waist.
“I love you, Selena.”
Instead of replying with what she replied the other night, she responded with the three words she’d been waiting to say.
She brushed his nose with her own and smiled, her eyes sparkling with happiness and joy.
“I love you, Justin.”
I'm In Love With A Criminal CH.4
I woke up to my phone being blown up with texts and phone calls, “Hello” I answered groggily. “Thank God! I thought you were dead!” Cassie’s relieved voice rang through my ears, “Yeah, I’m fine…” I did not want to explain why I had left without them.
“I see, what happened to you last night? Did you know a kid was murdered?” I sighed, “Yeah, that’s kind of why I left. I heard gun shots, so I just ran home!” there I go again. Lying has never been my thing, but ever since I moved here that’s all I’ve been doing.
“You should have called me, we would’ve taken you home” I looked at the clock, “hey, I’ll meet you at school we can talk then..” I hung up before she could say anything.
I pulled up in front of the school, everyone was already staring and pointing at me. They didn’t know for a fact that I killed Tyler, but they assumed because of my record. I ignored their stares and kept my eyes on the entrance, Selena and I need to talk.
I don’t know why I let her go back home, she’s seen way to much. When I looked up Tyler’s friends were glaring at me and giving me death stares, it pissed me off but I couldn’t deal with them right now. The whole gang found out about Selena, and they want me to take care of it.
I took a quick shower, then changed before running down stairs. My parents were watching the news, and all they seemed to be talking about is Tyler’s death. “Good morning sweetie…” I put on a smile, but all I want to do is run back up to my room.
Justin had killed that kid and I was there, I can’t face him today. “Bye…” I grabbed the keys but my mom stopped me, “we need the car Sel, but we can drive you” I shook my head.
“I want to walk!” I waved again, “Alright, be back for dinner!” I nodded my head. I looked over at Justin’s driveway, but he wasn’t there. I looked down at the time, if I didn’t start running now I would be late.
As I got closer to the school I saw a few reporter vans, and a lot of people crying. This Tyler guy must have been very popular, I looked down as I passed the cameras. “There you are!” I felt strong arms pull me into the school building, it was Justin.
After last night I can’t even think about Justin, without my heart beat getting faster. “What do you want?” I whispered, “we need to talk” he stared at me with those cold eyes. “No we don’t, there is nothing to talk about!” I turned around to walk away, he gripped my arm and pulled me back.
“As much as I want that to be true, its not!” I looked around at the few people in the hallway, “people are staring!” I pulled my arm away. “Yeah, I’m used to it” I looked around hoping to see Cassie, “I told you I wouldn’t say anything, so I won’t!” he glared at me and I walked away.
That took a lot of guts to do, after last night I can’t even look at him like I did before. He’s a criminal and I think its to late now, I can’t ever look at Justin the same.
I watched her brunette ponytail move side to side as she walked away. This girl really did have some guts, “how did it go?” James now stood in front of me. “Not so good, but I can’t deal with her right now. Andrew and I are meeting today!” I wasn’t in the best mood right now, hopefully it improves.
Jesse was going to kill me, Selena needs to come with me to see him. I don’t want anything to do with her, but when the gang thinks its for the best I have to do it. “Justin, go after her!” James and I have been best friends for a while, no wonder he knows what I’m thinking.
I sighed but went after her anyways, “Selena!” everyone who was in the classroom turned to look at me,. She walked towards me trying to look cool but I could see the fear in her eyes, “what do you want?” I could hear the whispers coming from everyone.
“Come with me!” I pulled her out of the class, she looked about ready to to fight back but I shook my head. “Don’t scream or do anything!” I took her up the flight of stairs that lead to the roof, “we need to talk, and we’re gonna talk!” she nodded looking a little scared.
I don’t want anything to do with Justin, but he keeps coming back. “I will not let you get me in jail again, and since you saw me kill Tyler you already know to much!” all I could do was nod, “I’m sure people already told you the kind of guy I am, and that I have a gang.” again I nodded, the conversation didn’t look like it was going in a good direction.
“They want to meet you, now!” my stomach dropped at the idea of being with a bunch of criminals, ‘we have school, and I promise I wont do anything” Justin rolled his eyes. “Promises are broken, now we can do this the hard way or the easy way!” he declared, I know that either way I’ll have to meet his little gang so I’m doing it the “easy” way.
We made our way back into the school, and to his car. I was skipping school and although I’ll be in a lot of trouble, its better than being killed by a member of your town’s local gang.
I slammed my car door, I want to get this over with. Once Selena was in the car I sped off, as we sat there she just stared at me. “What? Do I have something on my face?!” I snapped, her eyes dropped to the floor. I did not have time for this, “I am not gonna hurt you, so stop acting like I am!” I looked at her from the corner of my eye.
“I’m sorry, but last night..” she bit her lip, making her look attractive. “Yeah, you were there and you saw everything. So now you’re scared” I said in a bored tone, it was always the same story.
We finally pulled up to Jesse’ house, all the boys were already there waiting for us. “Will they hurt me?” I turned to face her, “I don’t know, but I doubt it” she let out a breath. “Alright, but I know karate!” I laughed, “thanks for letting me know babe, but I’m not scared. Lets go!” I opened the car door and stepped out, I really hope this goes well. We don’t need to cover up another death right now. Jesse looked her up and down then smirked, maybe this will go better than I thought.
Over Sea Love- Chapter 7
Knowing Selena’s in LA, made me nervous but excited at the same time. Both for the same reason…I’m most likely going to meet her which is going to feel weird, as we have only ever called and sent texts, never skyped or facetimed or anything like that. Over the last couple of days I’ve written 2 new songs. ‘Thought Of You’ and ‘Out of Town Girl’. I have no idea how out of town girl came to me, I guess it’s watching all these western films. However, Selena was the inspiration behind thought of you, because you know I’m just in love with the thought of her I guess. I don’t really know I guess, since I started talking to her I’ve became nicer? I haven’t flirted with any other girl than her and the last party I went to was 2 weeks ago and that was only Kenny’s birthday, which is weird to me as I went to like every party there was….
Right now I’m on my way to Carin’s house. She wanted me to meet some of her family who have came to LA for a couple of weeks. Carin’s my stylist but also her son Aston is one of my bestfriends. (A/N: I know I’ve never mentioned him but yeah she has a son) I’m pretty excited the only members of her family that I have met are Aston and his dad.
Driving up her driveway, I parked my black Range Rover right next to Aston’s. Bonus his in and Call Of Duty 3 has just came out. I thought getting out of my car, locking it and walking up the stairs to her door. Knocking on the door I was greeted by a women no older than 35, she had medium dark brown hair, with dark sink and looked exactly like Carin. So this must be her sister I’m guessing.
“Hello?” She said well more like asked.
“Hi, is Ashton in?” I said smiling, I felt so stupid I’ve never knocked on the door and been greeted by someone I don’t know.
Before she could open her mouth to speak again Carin came out of the living room flashing me a smile. “Hey Justin! This is Mandy my little sister and Mandy this is Justin, well you probably know who it is but anyway come in” She said.
“Hey” I said to Mandy who flashed me a smile saying hello back. Carin dragged me into the living room where a quite tall man was sitting on her sofa. He had some jet black hair and was dark as well. He was wearing a plain white tee and black joggers with Nike Jordans. His pretty much in the fashion even though he looks around 40. I thought.
“Justin, this is my brother-in-law Brian” Carin said sitting down on the sofa. We both said a hi and talking for about a few minutes as Ashton was in the shower. I found how that he loves sports and his a massive hockey and basketball player. Which I am as well, so I told him I’ll get us some tickets for the next Lakers game. I also found out that he came over from Australia with Mandy his daughter and her friend.
While me and Brian were in a deep conversation Ashton came into the living room and we decided to go the the games room and start playing Black Ops.
“So wheres your cousin?” I asked.
“Oh she’s gone down beach with her friend, but bro don’t start hitting oh her yeah?” He said giving me a glare.
“Bro, I’m alright got some girl on my eye anyway” I chuckled putting my hands up in the air.
“Who’s this girl then? Is she one of those friend in benefit? Cause they don’t work bro. That’s why I don’t talk to Ashley anymore” He said laughing.
“Nah she’s different” I said shaking my head.
“Right okay” He said looking back at the screen in his games room.
In the middle of killing Ashton on COD, I heard the door shut and a familiar voice was heard, but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. I heard two different footsteps coming close. Before I could even turn around to see who the voice belonged to I heard the voice again but sounding more shocked than anything.