Senpai appreciation post! :D

So, this is a little post for all of my senpais, whom most I’ve gotten to know a lot more lately. ;U;
Dear senpais,
You are all so inspiring to me. You have made an impact on my dreams, the way I think about things, and my goals in life. I look up to you all so, so, SO much. Because of you all, I’m more eager to try things like get into a potentially scary fandom or do some things I probably wouldn’t have considered doing before (such as cosplaying in public or going to a con :D). 
I can’t seem to find the right words for this… I can’t just simply write down how much I admire you all, and it’s impossible to express it all in a silly text post like this…
Let me put it this way… When I’m not doing so good or I feel a bit down, and then you guys talk to me or something it just completely turns my mood around. I’ll be smiling forever and I’ll get all fangirly (as some of you have already seen examples of… Eheheheheh…. >u>) and I get all happy and yeah.
And then of course I repeatedly have the “senpais noticed me!!” moments… Because every time it’s like the first time all over again. I can’t believe that people as awesome as you guys would consider talking to me, let alone call me adorable or cute, or want to “keep me” (youknowwhoyouare) or something… Like AIDNCHSKTPFSHRBFOK
And I’m not exaggerating when I say pretty much all that’s on my bucket list is meet every single frickin’ one of you in person. I will travel across the country, I will travel to another country entirely, and I will go to every damn con I can until I have met every last one of you.
Wow I’m a creepy fucker.
I bet I just freaked you all out, right? :D
Fuck.
Well anyway I think you get the basic point, right? I hope so….
………
Love you.
— Adoring kohai