Jeez....

Am I that insufficient? -sighs-

“The most minor event can affect everything, and when that seemingly insufficient thing happens it sets everything else in motion...the most minor event can change everything...sometimes for the better, even if it doesn't seem like it at first." ”

“I have been driven many times upon my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had nowhere else to go. My own wisdom, and that of all about me, seemed insufficient for the day.”

—Abraham Lincoln

i know you well enough to know something’s wrong, but hell, i can’t even cheer myself up, let alone be good enough for you.

insufficient.

i wish. i just wish. things didn’t have to be so complicated.
why do i always over-complicate things?
why? i just… want things to be okay…
i just… want… everything to be okay.
i should appreciate that i atleast have you.
when i’m down. i should just be happy & grateful that i atleast have you.
its so sad because to tell the truth. you’re the thing i care about the most.
out of everything that is troubling me.
when things go wrong with you …
i realize that when i have you… i appreciate you being there. 
&& i know you love me. and i know i love you.
but i’d still be upset over everything else. & think life sucks
.
but then… when things go wrong with you
you mean more than anything
. & having you by my side…
should already be enough
i’m sorry i always make you feel like you fall short.
but really. its not you its… me.
we both have problems…
i just wish those negative feelings don’t interfere our relationship.
i’m sorry i’m like this.
but these are my truthful feelings.
i have no conclusion. but i just want you to know that…
i know you love me. and i love you too. because i know for sure. you love me.
thanks for being by my side throughout.
&& no matter what. you’re never insufficient

love.me 

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