the-wardens-vermin replied to your post: i had this really upsetting dream..
cannot believe after everything my dad did for you, you've dropped him.
my dad is the reason your company is as huge and rich as it is today. he’s the reason you’re doing so well. me and my family moved overseas twice for you, and you forced us home only to fire him 6 months later. and you didn’t even have the fucking decency to give us a reason why.
not to mention,
- it’s the day after fathers day. what kind of fucking present is this.
- it was his first day back at work after major surgery. do you have any fucking morals?
- his mum has been in hospital for 2 months and isn’t getting any better.
- you’re making us give back the company car, phone and laptops TOMORROW.
- his boss wasn’t even there to tell him, his best mate had to tell him himself.
- you forcing us home from Thailand already made us tight on money, what the fuck do you think firing him is going to do to us now?
i just can’t believe that after everything, you’ve fired my incredibly driven, understanding, caring, friendly and amazing dad. he’s done nothing to deserve this kind of fucking treatment from a company he’s done so much work for.
i haven’t seen him in a state like this since you gave us 3 days notice to leave Thailand. he’s upset, lost, and pissed off but he’s too honest and proud to show how really and truly fucking mad he is at his company. he’s so strong and amazing, i just don’t understand why you would fire a man like my dad, after EVERYTHING he’s FUCKING done for you.
i’ve never been so upset and angry at the same time, but mostly i’ve just never felt so sorry and sincere for my incredible dad.
i just don’t know what to do, and honestly, either does he.
9-6-2012
So today’s a Saturday, and every Saturday I go horse riding. I love it. It makes me forget about everything, about all of my problems. Everything seems to fade away, and I always wonder what I was worried about when I sit on a beautiful horse. The wind strokes my face and I wonder how I could miss the beautiful sun shining so nice and calm.
But then is there that awkward moment when you suddenly have to pee so badly your bladder almost explodes, and sitting on a horse doesn’t make it any better, and you realize you’re so fat and ugly and everyone in the group probably hates the fact you are also riding in that lesson and then you are proud because you didn’t eat anything that morning but because you go to dinner that evening you’ll probably just eat double again so it wont even matter and you break down and even sitting on that beautiful horse doesn’t help you anymore. Suddenly the wind isn’t stroking your face, but it’s hating you and it’s trying to push you away. The sun isn’t shining so nice for you my dear, it’s shining so bright for the rest as to make it up for the fact that you are there. And as you think all of this, you know you came into another stadium of your depression: Loosing the ability of having fun in activities that used to brighten your day. Ugh.
But then you see your dad again and he makes you happy and sad at the same time. He told me he was happy, because he had a beautiful daughter like me so why wouldn’t he? Yeah, why wouldn’t he be happy? And why was I ever being so selfish that I thought I was allowed to tell them about my feelings? To destroy their happy normal lives, to take away their innocence… And I got sad, because I knew that I’d never ever ever be able to tell my dad about this anymore. Not after he told me he was happy the way everything is right now. If he’s happy, then so am I.
And then he told me - I don’t know how we came to this - but he told me that if you just wish for something hard enough, it will happen. ‘Really?’ I asked him. ‘Yeah, really’ he answered. He calmed me down for a while. If my dad tells something, it must be true. I trust him. All of the love I can’t give to my mom, I gave to my dad.
I love you dad <3
- Xx
cannot believe after everything my dad did for you, you've dropped him.
my dad is the reason your company is as huge and rich as it is today. he’s the reason you’re doing so well. me and my family moved overseas twice for you, and you forced us home only to fire him 6 months later. and you didn’t even have the fucking decency to give us a reason why.
not to mention,
- it’s the day after fathers day. what kind of fucking present is this.
- it was his first day back at work after major surgery. do you have any fucking morals?
- his mum has been in hospital for 2 months and isn’t getting any better.
- you’re making us give back the company car, phone and laptops TOMORROW.
- his boss wasn’t even there to tell him, his best mate had to tell him himself.
- you forcing us home from Thailand already made us tight on money, what the fuck do you think firing him is going to do to us now?
i just can’t believe that after everything, you’ve fired my incredibly driven, understanding, caring, friendly and amazing dad. he’s done nothing to deserve this kind of fucking treatment from a company he’s done so much work for.
i haven’t seen him in a state like this since you gave us 3 days notice to leave Thailand. he’s upset, lost, and pissed off but he’s too honest and proud toshow how really and truly fucking mad he is at his company. he’s so strong and amazing, i just don’t understand why you would fire a man like my dad, after EVERYTHING he’s FUCKING done for you.
i’ve never been so upset and angry at the same time, but mostly i’ve just never felt so sorry and sincere for my incredible dad.
i just don’t know what to do, and honestly, either does he.
