This song almost makes me cry because it reminds me of YL camp, and I miss it so much.

I'm Not Who I Was

Brandon Heath

i love during cardboard testimonies that YL always plays this song just because it is so true. people do change, our lives are moved by one or a series of events that shape us into a different person. 

this song just randomly popped up in my head today and i really started thinking about the lyrics and how my life has changed within the past couple years. i really am not who i was. and i say that with a smile on my face because i love seeing how my life has changed in ways i never thought they would.

I wish you could see me now . I wish I could show you how I’m not who I was. I used to be mad at you, a little on the hurt side too. but I’m not who I was. I found my way around to forgiving you some time ago, but I never got to tell you so. I found us in a photograph, I saw me and I had to laugh. you know, I’m not who I was. you were there, you were right above me and I wonder if you ever loved me just for who I was. when the pain came back again, like a bitter friend, it was all that I could do to keep myself from blaming you. I reckon it’s a funny thing, I figured out I can sing now. I’m not who I was I write about love and such maybe ‘cause I want it so much. I’m not who I was. I was thinking maybe I should let you know. I am not the same, but I never did forget your name, hello. well the thing I find most amazing in amazing grace is the chance to give it out, maybe that’s what love is all about. I wish you could see me now, I wish I could show you how I’m not who I was

like this song is probably the story of my life, and i know i say that for a lot of songs. but this one like really is. if you knew the change that has gone through my life, you would totally agree. & this is why i love this song.

yes, this song has been on repeat all day long.