So I snuck into my bother’s room to cuddle with him because I was cold from being outside and he woke up
So I told him I couldn’t sleep and then I got up and went to go in my room because he was having a hard time getting back to sleep and as I’m leaving he says “if you can’t sleep tomorrow night you can come in here again” and I swear my heart broke because this kid is only 6 and he’s constantly taking care of me and protecting me and I love him more than anyone else to ever exist
I think I’m just going to sit and cry tears of joy for several hours for having him in my life because he’s been the only thing keeping me alive for the last 4 years and he’s just so great I can’t handle this right now
- #i don't think you guys understand
- #like i legit prayed for a brother in 5th grade and a month later my mom told me she was pregnant
- #and the thought of moving out of my house always scares me because i don't even know if either of us can survive without each other
- #and every time i ask him how he would feel if i move out he says he's just going to go with me and leave mom and dad
- #which is terrible because they're good parents
- #but kind of great because he hates change and is willing to change his whole life because i'm his big sister and he loves me
Cuddling with My McNess
Watching all the movies in his house and eating all the sweet things<3
I love the way he wraps his strong arms around me when I get scared in a horror film, The way he tells me he loves me when ever something mushy in a romcom happens, the way he tells me he’ll protect me and never let me get taken away during a thriller…
I love my boyfriend so much!<3
I gave up two things for lent.
Over eating, is one. Because I want to get in shape. The second one only happened last night… I was getting high, smoking a bowl… And texting Andrew. Andrew is my best friend, and as he knows, I feel for him as much, much more than a friend (we’ve dated before). I was texting him (as I almost always am) and I told him I feel like I disappoint him when I smoke. He said I kind of do… So I told him I’ll stop. For him. Just for him. My ex boyfriend tried to get me to stop, so have my parents… I didn’t care. It didn’t stop me. But him… I’d do anything for him. I don’t know where I’m going with this post. I just find it strange that I didn’t even listen to my own parents but I dropped it without hesitation for him.