i would like to say to everyone with a quiet voice, with a small and shaky voice that sometimes will not come out, with a weird voice, with a voice that cracks and whispers when you don’t want it to, with muscles that immediately tense at the tiniest touch of anxiety, i would like to say to everyone who has always been asked why they are so quiet, told that they are mousy, told that they seem nervous, told that they are Little and Cute, told to Be More Confident, who have to repeat themselves and sometimes just dont feel like it, just can’t, whose voice is connected to so many tangly threads of feelings re: worthiness to exist or be heard in the first place, whose voice is a constant betrayal, whose voice surprises and dismays them everytime they hear it, a reminder that their presence in a body on the earth is a disgusting embarrassment —— that your ways of speaking are beautiful and valid, you are a real person, and anyone who tries to make you feel otherwise can like literally go die in a hole
stupid eb games
Anyways I decide to trade in my DS lite because since I’m getting a 3ds, like whats the point? So it is in like super good condition with only a little bit of scratches on the outside. Other than that I’d say it’s pretty good. I went to EB games just then to trade it in and hopefully be able to get a game for my 3ds. I brought the charger with it as well and you know what? My ds was $13. Congrats ebgames, you just got desperate.
I want to kill everything theres this new girl coming into my grade and she has the perfect body, flat stomach, boobs, nice ass. SHE HAS THE MOST GORGEOUS FACE, PERF BLUE EYES, PERF HAIR AND LIKE PERF SKIN.
Im sitting here like a fat blob.
I’m officially not going to school, I’m going to sit at home b/p and cry for the rest of my life.
i don’t often raise my annoying mousey voice.. but u kno what
i hATE MY FUCKING LIFE IM SO SICJ OF FORCING MYSELF TO SLEEP 14 HOURS A DAY AND THEN WAKING UP NOTHING
I JUST HAVE TO LAY IN BED UNTIL I’M TIRED AGAIN I DONT HAVE A SINGLE FUCKING FRIEND BECAUSE I DONT WANT ANY BECAUSE LITERALLY EVERY PERSON I COME ACROSS IS A PILE OF SHIT AND I HAVE NO TALENTS OR HOBBIES I AM BAF AT EVERYTHING I CANT GO TO COLLEGE UNTIL FALL AND THE 100+ JOBS I’VE APPLIED FOR DONT WANT ME
SO WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPOSSED TO DO
I CLEAN AJD ORGANIZE THINGS AND DYE MY HAIR AND PLAY DRESS UP BUT THINGS CAN ONLY GET SO CLEAN AND I UNFORTUNATELY DONT OWN ALL THE OUTFITS IN THE WORLD
I AM SOBFUCKING SICK OF BEING LONELY AND SAD AND BORED AND NOTHING.
FUCKING SOMEBODY OR SOMETHING, GIVE ME A LIFE OR FUCKING BLAST MY BRAINS OUT SERIOUSLY I AM GOING FUCKING cRAzy
ALSO DID I MENTION THE TOWN I LIVE IN IS NOT ONLY FUCKING DYSFUNCTIONAL, BUT ALSO FULL OF NOTHING
F U C K M E
