I feel like the only thing in my life right now that’s constant is Hip-Hop. So much is changing and I’m going through a phase where I feel homesick almost. Nothing feels comfortable and everything feels new. I feel like an outsider where ever I am and I don’t feel welcome anywhere. With the new job and apartment my whole world feels upside down. Nothing is the same anymore… My personality is changing, my body, my relationships, my love life…everything. The only time I ever feel at home is when my earbuds are in. I light up when I think about it. Nothing makes me more happy than hip-hop. My first and only love. Forever.