Recently.
Recently loved: Walking around the city either early morning or late at night, it’s so bright and calm.
Recently hated: Having to make choices.
Recently read: I’ve been reading so much lately, it feels so good.
I’ve read all of the Hunger Games trilogy and am currently reading “Graceling” by Kristin Cashore, also a fantastic read.
Recently watched: I’ve been to the movies quite a few times lately, but the most recent visits were “Girl with the dragon tattoo” and “War horse”.
Recently listened to: My lions band had a show last week and I had a wonderful time listening to there original stuff, plus he was so happy up there on stage.
Recently travelled: Down the coast, home for three or so days with my family. I won’t have any time at all to see them when UNI goes back.
Recently eaten: I haven’t been sticking to my diet well lately, I’ve been loading up on gluten products and my body is not coping! 1st of february I’ll get tough on it again. Yet on an awesome note, I had buffet style pizza hut it was so good.
I REGRET NOTHING!
Recently craved: Family. Fiction. Sleep ins. Raspberries. Tattoos.
Recently laughed at: Giggling over little things with my big sister, mainly family related moments.
Recently cried over: If ever you’ve known me, you’d know I cry at everything.
Most recently I cried over a fan made video depicting Rue’s death in the Hunger Games as well as countless moments in “War Horse”
Recently thought: I have way to many thoughts bouncing around my head, I can’t exactly pick them at will.
“I learned this year that people will be people. You sometimes see them as being different because you love them but sometimes you have to open your eyes and see that those disappointments are real, they will happen again and they are not accidents but character flaws. Don't let your love for someone or belief that they can be better and build them up deter you from seeing who they really are. Thats what I learned this year. It sounds naive but some things are deceptive and take more care to discern. ”
—Self
We could be the best lovers in the world. Not sexually, but romantically. I would declare fantasy, and you would make it happen. Bring me down a star, or the moon. Give me faith, or reason to believe, in the smiles we wake up with every morning together. Life never felt so different and reluctantly beautiful until I met you.
You’ve chosen different. You’ve chosen someone just like you. Insecure. I know where you want me in your life, and I can’t accept that. I am no one’s half-time lover.
