GPOY.
Because I can.

(Early) GPOYWhhhassssuppppp?
Work Christmas party, two years ago. One of the most fun nights out I’ve ever had. I’ll have to try and replicate the occasion this Friday night.
The theme of the evening was “What you want to be when you’re older.” A friend had this legitimate Queensland Fire Service uniform which I wore. Epic costume, epic night, epic stories.

Everyday is GPOYW.
No, it’s not Wednesday. But I’m posting a photo of myself. I feel amazing today. Despite the fact that I was going non-stop from 11:30 this morning until around 9pm this evening, barely had time to eat lunch and have a horrible pain in my back, today was incredible. I was busy doing things I love: art and photography. My professors all loved my work. I accomplished so much. My hair was just sort of perfect today even though I did nothing with it. My outfit was sick. And I realized today that I actually kind of love my body. It’s taken me a while but I feel like I’ve gotten so much more comfortable in my skin in the last year. For all the years of my life I’ve spent agonizing over it, I can’t really understand why I’ve hated my body so much. Yeah, being thin would be nice. I could find clothes easier, men might find me more attractive, I might not be looked down on. But you know, fuck it. I like the clothes I have and I like how they fit. I like the way my body curves. The only man that matters is already mine and loves what I’ve got. And I don’t really care if people have some pre-concieved notion about me because of my body. I think I’m kind of beautiful the way I am. At least for today.
Despite the fact that this is my blog, and I undoubtedly started this for personal expression, let me apologize when I make a text post about my life, or anything that is personal unless it is GPOYW or Smile Friday.
Because posting personal things are not what gets my tumblarity up, because no one cares about my life. So, I’m going to rant here on occasion, apologize, and continue to post pictures from flickr without giving the photographer credit, and then complain when someone else posts the same thing I post, even though it’s not even my picture, and I technically used it without permission for my own gain, which just might technically be considered copyright infringement…
Okay, I lied. I’m not apologizing for this.
And I’m about to change my icon. To what though… Hm.
Haha, GPOYW and the occasional photo is going to be the only way you guys could tell how I look like (aside from the tiny icon).
i’ve been neglecting it because the last two times i answered my questions, i got the “we’re sorry” message, but i really feel like i need to answer all the questions, especially the most recent submission.
1. i’m scared that one day you’ll get so angry that you won’t want to be my friend anymore.
i don’t even know what to say to this. i feel horrible and scared at the same time, but not angry at all.
first, i’m so sorry that any of my friends could feel this way about me. i am honestly really even tempered despite the fact that i act all pissed off all the time. it’s just sort of a defense for people who’d run me over otherwise, because i have been run over and i don’t like how that feels. i feel like such a bad friend for letting you think that about me. i’m so sorry:/
but second, i’m also scared about this. i’m scared because i’m wondering if that means you think you’ve done something that i’ll be so mad at that i’d abandon our friendship. also, did you mean angry in general? or angry at you specifically?
i’d really like to discuss this with you (via you writing on my formspring if you feel the need to remain anonymous) and try to see why you think i’d get so angry:/
2. http://whoaacxh24.tumblr.com/post/235662875/this-sucks
You are MORE than enough. Don’t you ever let anyone tell you otherwise.
i’m really glad you feel this way, because i certainly don’t most of the time. thanks for telling me this though, it made me smile(:
3. What’s your guilty pleasure? Besides Cobra Starship of course. ;)
hahah i think i have a few guilty pleasures, but one of them would definitely have to be chocolate milkshakes or listening to songs i used to listen to when i was about 10 or so. singing along obnoxiously to avril lavigne or n*sync? yes, please haha.
4. What other “Tumblr things” are there?
i think there’s a smile friday along with gpoyw, but i’m honestly not too sure. i don’t usually do them.
this one’s easy haha. it’ll be “the stress edition”.
you just gotta take a picture yourself being stressed. it doesnt have to do with school but it could be stress over anything lol :)
hopefully this one doesnt stress out hai. i’m trying to go easy for him hahaha.
I’ve never cooked BBQ ribs before. This oughta be interesting.
I have to wonder what will become of my culinary adventuresomeness when roomie moves away and I have nobody to cook for besides myself.
I’ll either eat take-out every night, or ramen every night. Either way, look forward to a newer, cuddlier Christopher in future GPOYWs.
Don’t even know guys. Don’t even know.