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In 29 hours I will be 18.
The only reason I am excited is because of fondue.
But I’m also kind of dreading it because I’ve been eating a shit ton for the last few months and putting on weight, but after my birthday, I’m starting a cut for prom/summer. That gives me 9 weeks to drop some weight and tighten everything up so I look fabulous, and then look awesome in a bikini over summer.
More cardio. Joy.
My blog is in danger, me and my sister made a deal
If I dont finish this Destiel art
I have to delete my blog
I HAVE LOST ALL MOTIVATION TO DRAW
OMG MY LITTLE BLOG IM SOryr
really I am
You too guys, if I dont show up tomorrow
It means I didnt finish the art
and this blog is gonna be deleted
i dont know what am i going to do
My sister sent me this "Sense of Self" test to take; 40/100
I dunno, she likes over-analyzing things even moreso than I do.
Well, since I was procrastinating on my essay, I decided to take it.
The results are a little
depressing pathetic, but 99% true o__o
Sense of Self-Worth: 40
Your results indicate that your opinion of yourself is generally positive, but your sense of self-worth isn’t as strong as it could be. You sometimes put yourself down, falling victim to your own self-depreciating statements. An unstable sense of self-worth can result from a wide range of factors: perhaps you’ve recently gone through a particularly difficult period in your life, or you didn’t get the support you needed from others when you were growing up. The important thing however, is not to figure out who/what is to blame; it is to recognize that it’s now up to you to boost your self-image. There are certain attitudes and beliefs that have been found to contribute to and “feed” a negative self-image, and you appear to have some of them. Examples would be believing that you don’t deserve to be loved or respected, believing that you’re not good enough for someone, and focusing only on your perceived faults rather than good qualities. While you may not necessarily feel all of these things all of the time, there may be a few that are ingrained in your mindset to the point that they are surely affecting your life. You may not even realize it, but these beliefs can discourage you from pursuing your goals, cause you unnecessary stress, and even become self-fulfilling
I didn’t even realize I thought so little of myself…
I’m so excited, I need to plan my cosplay scheduleeeeajdjsakdjsa
Friday I’ll be wearing my steampunk all day, then Aradia with a red dress for a formal dance that night.
Saturday I’ll wear Aradia and then a gloomy bear themed sweet lolita later on in the afternoon.
And Sunday I’ll wearrrr…SOMETHING. Depends on how long we stay that day I suppose.
I’M GOING TO ROOM WITH LIKE 16 PEOPLE I’m ready for cuddle puddles!
Omg I’m going to have to buy so much boxed juice.
BUT WHAT FLAVOR? THERE’S APPLE, FRUIT PUNCH, MIXED BERRY, AND OH MY LORD I HAVE SO MUCH TO DOOOO.
I love conventions, they’re so much funnnnskjdaksdjksa <3
1. Lose 15 Pounds (CW: 125-126 lbs)
2. Get at least a 3.0 on report card every quarter
3. Start applying to scholarships
4. Know what school I want to go to by Senior year (August 2013)
5. Standing Full by next years cheer tryouts
6. Get a JOB
7. Be more respectful toward adults (FUCK KIDS MY AGE)
8. DO NOT PROCRASTINATE
9. Stay with Nayla as long as possible (work it out when shes gone)
10. Run at least 2 miles a week
11. Know what i want to do with my life (besides modeling)
12. Spend money wisely
13. Grow to be 5’7 (Current Height: 5’5-5’6?)
You know that part of the movie
when the protagonist — say, Princess Mia, Bridget Jones, Elle Woods — gets fed up and becomes absolutely utterly determined to get her act together, and there’s a montage of her doing that and it looks like amazing progress but really fast, all set to an inspirational/girl power anthem?
That’s what I need this part of my life to be. Right now. Yep.