I need a boyfriend, but the problem is I won’t settle. Why is it so hard to find a good guy? Going insane.

Good Guys

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SuperB — Good Guys

Listen, I’ll prolly never be that guy when I walk by, you lick your lips. And you prolly won’t start switchin’ your hips on purpose when you walk by me. And I’ll prolly never be the star of your fantasy. And hell, if I was ever in your dream, you’d prolly be passin’ me, over to that big burly guy with his shirt off with the whip cream and hot candle wax, and that’s okay ‘cause… I wanna get to know you… before I get in you.

And my Hindu friend once told me the beauty of karma, so I thought if I shared my soul, I might get one in return. In return, I would affirm my connection, not too concerned with affection because I understand that in time, that will come. But this is for those guys looking for a beautiful soul, not a quick fix. For my guys lookin’ for their wives and not these quick tricks. For my understand-that-our-bodies-aren’t-always-going-to-be-strong-enough-for-sex guys. So lookin’ to see if our-minds-still-connect guys.

This is for my bringing-your-favorite-flowers, sit-up-and-talk-for-hours-just-to-hear-you-laugh guys. And see, I wanna remember the color of your eyes before I remember the taste of your inner thigh. I want the color of your eyes to be the reason I open mine and my eyes are open, and they say when you’re lookin’ for gold, simply start by putting yourself in a place where gold is. I’m lookin’ for your soul, so I’ll start back to where your soul sits—your eyes.

And this is for those guys that understand that to make love, you must first have love. This is for my destiny-is-written-above guys. This is to us meeting. To me loving and treating you the way a woman should be treated. All the times we loved, and all the times we mistreated our love. All our fights, arguments, and all the times we got heated because it happens, and people do that. Now that we’re past all that, now that we know love is more than physical, this is to us having the best, most amazing… sex, I mean, I mean, love of our lives. Peace.

I am hoping that Mira comes and joins the colony now, since there is no chance at seeing her daughter... one can hope

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