My weight gain story

I am a boy.
I actually want to be really skinny, I’m a little insecure about my body. But I can choke it down and focus on other things.
But i cant be skinny, as a sportsman i have to be big.
And as a rugby player i have to be muscular.
I’m 6’3” Black and about 14stone. I have about an inch left of growing to do and my target for the summer is to regain the stone i have lost in the past three months through playing rugby almost daily.
I am never going to be able to be that skinny guy i wish i could be.
So instead im going the opposite. In order to make myself happier about how i look i want to go the other way and get really big and muscular.
And as my sport schedule is reduced as a result of a change in season i can concentrate on the size thing more.
So i thought I’d make this one of my things on here. Telling you all how I’m doing because i think i can trust you bunch of strangers much better than those around me.
So today i weigh 14.04 stone.
I am going to make a change.
And i will make my own happiness.