I don’t understand people. Or maybe it’s just the people around me.

They go ahead and say how much they loathe someone but then they go ahead and suck up to the person.

They say they can’t stand someone and that person always makes them upset yet they’re obviously craving their affection.

They get ‘tight’ with a ‘friend’s’ other guys friends just to spite them but apparently it’s unintentional.

They say nothing’s wrong but it’s so physically obvious that something has obviously changed and it’s all down in print.

What is it with the world I live in? Since when was two-face-ism the new thing in?

It’s so f-cking wrong and no better than lying.

And as they say, lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off.

Go figure.

Come to think of it, I’m a filthy hypocrite myself. Hiding feelings and pretending they don’t exist. And when it all comes down to it, I just don’t have the metaphorical balls to admit it to the person that matters the most because I’m scared of the worse. Is it the same thing? Or is that what it means to be human? To have fears?

I don’t know any more.

You tell me?