The fact that Chen always holds back his tears just makes it even sadder tbh. He also did it last September when M won for the first time. I read somewhere that he didn’t cry when M got the award because he believed that he didn’t deserve to do so since he didn’t wait as long as the other members did. But the truth is he deserves to shed tears just like them ;n; Yes he didn’t train as long as the others but his contribution to the group is so big.
