Downgrade

So. I just found out who exactly my ex is dating. Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m not a stalker. Or an overly obsessed manic that’s not over her man. No. NO NO NO. I was playing the Sims Social on Facebook just a while ago and I saw a news feed pop up. I clicked. It led me to his page. And I saw a post with a heart. He liked it. I clicked to see who it was. And of course, I remember seeing the name that he had mentioned before.
SHADA IS HER NAME.
So Shada is a wannabe model. She only has a few photos. Or at least, a few that I can see since I’m not her friend. I clicked, because I was nosy, and basked in the greatness of the ugliness. I clicked and clicked and compared herself to myself and realized that she is uglier than me. Now I’m not ugly. I’m fairly cute. Pretty. I wouldn’t go all the way out there and say that I’m bad as fuck. But at least I’m not fat with aysemetrical braids attempting to be a model, knowing that I’m not the appropriate size.
Or maybe she doesn’t know.
Shrug, Oh Well. It doesn’t matter much to me. I’m happy. SOOOO HAPPY. lol. To realize this is like, soooo awesome. But if that’s what he wants then that’s what he’ll get. I’m happy as long as he’s happy because at the end of the day, I would rather see a smile on his face when he’s without me, than a crooked smirk when he’s with me. You know? It makes sense.
But yeah….Still pretty hyped about this new news. lol. SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!

But I do miss him, now that he’s back on my mind…..damn it.