The Morning After
The Morning After is not quite what Sebastian expected it to be. Granted, he’s had his own share of Morning After’s, and he had guessed that this one would be similar to the ones that he had with his other boyfriends. One of them wakes up first, has the awkward should-I-move-shit-what-if-I-wake-him-maybe-I-should-just-stay-here-fuck-I-have-to-piss-maybe-I-should-get-up decision to make, and eventually chooses to suffer in uncomfortable awkwardness until the other wakes up, get up and risk bothering him, “accidentally” wake him, or purposely wake him up with a nice morning blowjob. Of his (admittedly few) Morning After’s, none have ever really started like this.
crying because Killian Jones was abandoned by his parents/father as well
because he must have wondered how anyone could ever give him away
because he too grew up thinking that nobody wanted him and then he found Milah and lost her horribly, and found Bae and lost him horribly
and now he’s finally found Emma and he must be just so god damn scared of losing her, because he knows what’s happened to everyone else in his life that he’s grown close to
because he’s already more than half in love with her and when Killian Jones loves somebody, he loves them with his entire body and heart and soul and mind and spirit
and after three hundred years of revenge, grief, pain, misery, and hatred, he STILL SOMEHOW HAS THE ABILITY TO DO THAT
this man has been so broken by love and yet he continues to define himself by it, and hence in the absolute eleventh hour he made a choice for love and for life
this man is simply fucking extraordinary
and he is the only man in Emma Swan’s life who comes close to deserving the amazing, tough, smart, beautiful woman that she is and that he wants her to be
he’s gonna have to work at his redemption and he will, because he’s going to become a hero for her, and find a son to replace the one he lost, Henry, who will become THEIR son
because have you not seen how this man will do ANY. FUCKING. THING. IN THIS. OR ANY. WORLD. for the woman and the family he loves
haters, you will locate the egress to your left
