this is probably a dumb question but i haven’t used photoshop or done anything like this in a long time and google isnt helping *__*; gomen..
i’m trying to make something transparent but like?? really…smoothly transparent..without lots of white bits around it. i’m working in SAI but then moving the images over to photoshop to give them transparency BUT this is the only level i can achieve

is this as transparent i can make it with my method?? i know it’d probably be easier if i just did everything in photoshop but i can’t draw with it fhdskfdsfs
BASICALLY I’M REALLY DUMB AND IS THERE A MAGIC WAY TO MAKE THINGS REALLY NICELY TRANSPARENT ?? QUESTION MARKS ???
Idk
I dont know why but when i see couples everywhere it makes me sad. Like, i want to experience the happiness that they are experiencing. I want someone who i can lean on, like actually lean on and not let go of. I want lazy days where we just kick back with eachother and not give a damn about the rest of the world, i want to be genuinly happy in the presence of someone else. I don’t know, ive always told myself that i dont need that kind of stuff but.. i just dont know anymore.
Why cant guys like me? What is so bad about me that every guy that i have ever liked for the past 2 years had either fucked me over or just.. started ignoring me after a while? I sound like a little bitch but this is just a weak moment.
this is just a weak moment.
this is just a weak moment.
today was a good day :) i
- bought purple hair dye for when my red gets boring
- said a random korean word (it wasn’t pronounced right either) in the middle of my sentence to my sister in law on the tram and this guy across me who i didnt know was korean laughed at me
- walked into a window trying to get someones attention and then getting asked if i was drunk
- yelled out do you want to fight to my brother and a group of big white aussie guys walked past and thought i was talking to them
