Untill further notice, Koltons dad is not allowed to see him.

Monday we got into a huge fight and he told me he was seeing someone else. cos i dont give him “love”….and we are never going to be together.

Along with telling me im a piece of shit mom and that she should have killed me while I was pregnant.

I tried getting away from him and taking Kolton from his car seat since we were in his truck and he grabbed me by my wrist and raised his fist to me like he was going to punch me in the face like a man.

He told me to hire a lawyer and prepare for battle, but honestly, im not going to….I live in Washington, a womans state, he is from Michigan and will be moving back there when he gets out of the Army and has severve issues and two other kids.

I cant believe it has come to this.

He would rather be with some random slutty bitch then spend time with his son.

I dont know what to do. I feel so lost. I just want to keep Kolton safe, but Dallas is his father and I dont want him being without a father.

This is the hardest decision of my life…..chosing to keep Dallas away, or letting him continue to treat me like garbage, and having Kolton be so far down on his list of priorities…..