daniel;

this isn’t a post begging for you to “check out my blog”.

so i used to cut (as in self harm). it wasn’t that i got bullied by others, it was more that i bullied myself. i thought that i didn’t do anything right, and i thought that everyone else was better than me and i thought no one appreciated me.  i thought that i had a horrible personality because i would get stressed out and irritated at almost everything.  society had taken over my life. since i’d made a tumblr it was sort of an escape for me, and i was following every blog who was colorful and bright and didn’t have any trace of negativeness on it. there were so many, but i couldn’t really find one that i absolutely loved.

and then i came across your blog, and i fell in love.  everything one of your posts automatically made me feel better.  my mood lightened.  i loved your beautiful personality, it’s so sweet and adorable and bright and caring.  you just made me happy.  and that night when i was about to cut again, i stopped and i thought about this:  would you want me to do something like this?  would anyone want me to be doing this?

and so i just want to let you know that you saved me.  i haven’t cut for three weeks, and you blog have become one of the reasons for that. you probably won’t see this, and if you do you’re probably creeped out, but i just need to say thank you.  i love you.

stay perfect baby xoxo

~gracie