okay so I just have to share this with the arashi world.
today I went to the east asian library at my uni campus, because I had to research a bit for one of my papers and well, I got a little distracted in between and started to look for books that focus on the topic of “idols in japan”. and I found.. arashi-related stuff. fandom stuff. fangirl stuff. in a scientific research book.
first I was just flicking through it, finding (among other things) those two pictures

I was like.. oh god how awesome is that? yay! and then I digged a bit deeper.. and found stuff like “member-ai” and “fanservice”…

at that time I was really surprised to read stuff like that.. I mean it’s nothing special, but it’s just totally unusual to find that in a scientific book. xD and even one certain ship served as an example.

I mean.. THEY EVEN QUOTED OHMIYA!! I was sitting in the tram while I was reading everything.. and I just really didn’t know how to react… on the inside I was like.. “OKAY WHERE IS THE SAKURAIBA SECTION” haha
and there was also this sentence that I cracked up about:
“Fans can, if they wish, frame the petite, quiet Ohno as a sexually aggressive seme or muscular and “mature” Sakurai as a willing uke.”

I really wanted to just break out into laughter when I read this.. I never thought that research can be that freaking…. interesting. Let’s just call it interesting haha
( kurosaki-kensuke )
Even Kizami had to go home some time, having to take a bath and change his clothes. Today was another day to spend with his best friend, Kurosaki—a date, in fact. He still doesn’t know where to take him, but he was sure he’d like a place where they’d do some activities.
Sighing, he arrives in front of the Kurosaki household, and rings the doorbell. He’d just go inside if it weren’t for the fact he knew his parents are in. While he waits for his best friend, he starts to think of the possible things they could do today. —Ah wait, can Kurosaki even walk now?
He hums silently.
sOMETIMES I JUST GET REALLY ANGRY WHEN ELEVEN DOES STUFF WITH CLARA THAT HE DID WITH AMY BC I JUST THINK THOSE ARE AMY THINGS AND NOT CLARA THINS AND I JUST WANT TO BEAT HIS HEAD AGAINTS THE WALL AND SCREAM “NO THAT IS FOR AMY ONLY YOU IGNORANT FUCK” BC JFC I CANT EVEN DEAL WITH HIM KISSING SOMEONE WHO ISNT AMY ON THE FOREHEAD OR SAYING GERONIMO WITH SOMEONE ELSE LIKE I FEEL LIKE THAT IS AN AMY THING JUST DOCTOR NO STOP THAT RIGHT NOW







