Honestly at this point I think the tag should be changed to ‘Gab vs. Florida’
First sun, now a hurricane. Good thing this weekend I’ll be going to Georgia, where the entire state probably doesn’t wish the death of me.
God damn it.
Why did I think watching Phantom the other day was a good idea.
Why did I think listening to the Phantom soundtrack with Dan was a good idea.
Why did I think building the Phantoms Opera house with Dan was a good idea.
Hours later. I am still listening to the Phantom soundtrack.
Damn it all.
someone send help
The Disney Circle: The Beast
Just alone he’s like, the king of transitional stories. Not only that, but personality-wise.. I think I’m closest to him. Outwardly he can seem mean… Even cruel to those that upset him or he deems worthy of it. It’s only those close to him that see even glimpses of the genuinely kind person he is. And to those that mean the absolute most, he shows what a gentle, fragile, and giving nature lies within him. He’s protective of the people that he loves. Beyond that, he would do anything for them. He let Belle go because he knew that’s what he needed to do, despite his own wants and needs. And it’s those people that he allows to be near him and change him for the better.
While my mean streak isn’t nearly as harsh or cruel as Beast’s.. I’ll be the first to admit, I definitely have a tendency to be a dick to those who aren’t close to me. I can probably seem blunt, and uncaring to a lot of people. Even friends tell me that I just always look like I’m in a bad mood even if I’m not, just because of my expression. Not that it’s my intention, but I think a lot of it stems from the social environment I was exposed to in school, I have the tendency to assume I’m being judged… (I can be nice too, I swear! I’m very polite to people outside of my high school, usually.) But I’m also that way because of a similar reason to what made him so cruel in the beginning.
I know what it’s like to feel inhuman, unlovable. I know what it’s like to yearn from what you feel you’ve been robbed of. I know what it’s like to feel cursed in the body you’re trapped in. I know what it’s like to become bitter and resentful towards the rest of the world because of that, and to feel cut off from everyone else because you’re just.. different. But, also like The Beast, I know what it’s like to strive to be a better person because of those who’ve remained by my side. Those who’ve loved, and supported me and it’s because of these people that I’ve fought to change certain aspects of myself, my actions, my thinking, and have become a better person. The people I love and care about are those I will protect until my dying breath. I know I would do the best for them no matter the cost.
And it’s because the Beast holds so many of the same feelings and experiences to myself that I look up to him.
If he can transform into a handsome, happy prince one day, then so can I.’
