Prom is just tomorrow night!
Which means I’ll be getting up early tomorrow to set up some last minute alterations. At least we don’t have to deal with Coach Sylvester verbally harassing people at the punch bowl this year, but that doesn’t mean there won’t be someone there to make sure you don’t spike it! So don’t get any ideas.
In related news, don’t forget to put in your votes for Prom Royalty! I’m one of the candidates for Prom King and I would really appreciate your votes!
Kazuki's entry about Milk
For everyone who asked for a translation and for everyone else xD
I skipped a few sentences that I really didn’t understand. Sorry! And sorry if I made mistakes >_< Feel free to correct mistakes in English grammar or translation ;)
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Kazuki (Screw), 2012-03-30 04:53
It’s been 2 years since Milk went to heaven.
It feels like time flies.
For 2 years I thought constantly about you and I still will.
This is the necklace that contains the remains of Milk.
This is something I decided a while ago: From tomorrow on I will stop wearing it.
Not to forget but to carry on.
I wonder if you can call it the end of a period.
You were always with me. Wasn’t it really exhausting?
I say good night with its true meaning.
I don’t know how many years will pass but please wait!
Because I want our remains to be buried together (laugh)
When I’m over there let’s talk again!
Milk,
thank you from the bottom of my heart.
The topic is different but…
To tell the truth… just a little bit… there are times when it hurt seeing Rui happily together with Maru-san.
I mean I envy them.
There were also times when I avoid touching an animal.
Of course now it’s not like that anymore! I’m getting cured by Maru-san when Rui-chan uploads photos (laughs)
[I really don’t get this part… He’s talking about a cute alley cat that was the cause of his delay]
The reason why I’m writing this is because of fanmails and letters.
“How can I die without pain?”
“It’s painful to live.”
“Kazuki-san, thank you a lot for everything you did until now.”
“I don’t know how long I’m able to bear this pain anymore.”
“I will die.”
In everyone’s life sorrow and painful things exist.
Maybe so many that you wither.
I know about it only because of your fanmails.
I don’t know the backgrounds at all.
But let me tell you:
What’s it all about?
Don’t joke around!
Two people I knew… who were really close and important to me killed themselves.
At that time I couldn’t talk.
I couldn’t do anything against it and didn’t notice anything. I hated myself.
But what I hated even more was the answer I found in myself. [I’m really not sure about this part..]
Think about the people left behind.
Don’t carry everything alone!
It’s too selfish.
I really wanted to hit them.
I cried so much.
But I wanted to cry only because of sadness.
I didn’t want to cry because of regretting something.
Life isn’t hard and life isn’t easy.
It’s of really high value.
Please think about the people who are close to you and think about yourself.
For yourself.
I’m able to tell these things to the people who’re reading my blog.
Let’s meet again with the best and strongest smile on our faces (｀∀´)
May time talaga na hindi ka makapagpasya sa sarili mo dahil iniwan ka nalang basta ng taong mahal mo. Tipong alam ng taong nang iwan sayo ang desisyon niya sa buhay niya kaya niya ginawa yun, tapos habang ikaw naman eh ang desisyon mo lang eh manatili sa piling niya.
Para bang iniwan ka sa disyerto ang pakiramdam. Inilayo ka sa kaibigan mo, nalayo ang loob ng kaibigan mo sayo tapos siya napapasayana ng ibang tao. Ganun daw talaga ang pakiramdam kapag naiwanan ka. Kakainin mo ang alikabok niya, dahil siya ang palagi mong sinusundan, habang ikaw eh umaasa pa rin na makakahabol sa yapak niya.
When I find myself in times of trouble, Doctor Who comes to me.
Speaking words of wisdom… run away from the Cybermen because they’re crazy and want to wipe you of all your emotions!
Basically yesterday proved to be a very good episode of Doctor Who, to the point where I’m still thinking about it the next day. Anyway, enough about the best show ever. How is everyone doing?
Entry 014: Finally done
Wow, it’s been a while since I last updated this.
My parents are finally back from their conferences so the house feels a lot less lonely these days. Rin sort of made a mess when they came home. She was pretty excited to see my mother and father. She’s also developed a habit of following my father around and whines when he heads for the door.
Also, finals came and went. I don’t think I did too badly.
… SATs result came in some time ago but I still haven’t opened the envelope. I haven’t had the time or gathered the will to open it. But I haven’t been called in to the councilor’s office, so I can assume the results aren’t too bad either. I guess… all in all, things are okay…
Nao's blog entry about Isshi
何となくだけど落ち着いたのでblogを更新します。
一志の葬儀に行って顔見てきたよ。安らかに眠ってたよ。
涙が止まらなくてさ、声を掛けても返事を返してくれなくて、あぁこれが現実なんだって受け止めたよ。
みなサカでも綴ったんだけど、この悲しみを乗り越えなきゃね、凄く苦しくて悔しくて、でも前を見て進まないとね…
一志も俺が下を向いてる事を望んでないと思うし、俺もプロとして強くならなきゃね。
blogも休んでたけど、いつも通りな感じで更新していけたらいいな。
一志、空から見守ってくれな。皆を空から見守ってくれな。
ＮＡＯＫＩ
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Somehow I’ve managed to calm down, so I’m updated my blog.
I went to Isshi’s funeral and saw his face. He was sleeping peacefully.
My tears wouldn’t stop, and even when I called to him, he didn’t respond… and it hit me, ah, this is real.
I wrote this on Minasaka too, but I have to overcome this sadness, it’s so painful and unfortunate, but if I don’t move forward…
I think Isshi, too, wouldn’t want me to feel down, and as a professional, I have to be strong.
I took a break from blogging too, but it would be best to keep updating as I always have.
Isshi, please watch over me. Please watch over all of us.
Translated by: megaraptor @ lj
Such a beautiful entry ♥
☆ Announcement from Dieu ☆
Translation from KEIs Blog:
Thank you so much for always supporting Dieu.
As a result of discussing with the member, ba. Kei will leave the band at todays LIVE on 12/28 according to his situation / for various reasons.
We are sorry for the sudden announcement. Also we apologize to all those who support deeply until today.
This was, what every member wrote in their blogs. Kei added:
Sorry for the sudden announcement.
I told it late to everybody.
Because of causing a problem that would bother Dieu, I made this decision.
To everbody, I can’t stop apologizing.
The next sentence I don’t get at all , I am sorry.
But,
I won’t forget the time which I could shared with everybody who came to see Dieu. Todays LIVE will be the last one by these 5 people.
Everbody, with a smile, try to go and let’s enjoy ourselves.
It is the last wish of Dieu’s bass kei…
Kei
Sorry, this is a really bad and gross translation, but I really tried my best, even it’s late and I’m tired. lol
Best wishes for KEIs future,
I hope he’s alright at all x)
A Thought. Monday 5th September 2011.
One of the reasons why I can’t sleep right now at 1:45am on a Monday workday is because I have about a dozen thoughts zooming around my head like little racecars with neverending fuel. Typing this in bed on my iPhone makes it more complicated, so i will try to make this short.
One thought travelling in my head is my constant battle between what my mind wants and what my eye sees. Though my love for Tumblr is like a child who has cupcakes for me (bet you were thinkin’ I was gonna say “a child of my own”.. Yeh? Yeh?!?), the constant reminder of how many beautiful celebrities there are and unknown hot men in their underwear has become a daily thing. Following “daiycuteboy” is probably a blog I should unfollow if I find this a problem.. but regardless if I did, my feed will remain to almost be somewhat worse than medias’ portrayal of how a “desirable” person is like in the world, obviously only based on physical appearance. I constantly tell myself to stop eating junk food (I don’t eat it that that that much) and go to the gym more so I can lose weight and hopefully feel better about myself and look more appealing to others. Ridiculous right? I love food so much and i hate depriving good tasting food in a life that we can only live once in. And you know, there’s probably a whole bunch of you thinking, “if you really wanted to do it, you would just do it”… Easier said than thought. Yeah, everyone wants to lose weight or better their body but sometimes diet and fitness doesn’t do enough for some people. Some people just have genes that don’t work in their favour. Don’t think I’m using this as a cop-out reason for why I don’t think I’m doing as better as I could be.. it’s just how it is. Most of us struggling “little more than average” weight guys are most likely to sneer at skinnier guys who eat mammoth amounts of food without gaining weight, whilst gymming, eating the right foods and whatnot hardly does anything for everyone else. We all have our own problems as those skinner guys are probably sneering at everyone else who can easily put on weight whilst they try their hardest to do so but cannot.
I’ve once again divulged and gone on a slightly different tangent, but just wanted to post one of my thoughts up cos I can’t sleep. Food is amazing and I hate giving some of it up, but I really want to change my body. I know I have a great personality and am confident in that area but I need more confidence in the appearance area too. And though it’s what my mind wants.. I have to remember that not everyone can get the body they want when they see others that have it. But I’ll try anyway.. no harm in that. Time will tell.
I’ll work on this idea of getting the body i want, both mentally (so I can just learn to be happy with what I have got and what I will achieve) and physically.
Johnee
