Try: The Human Doll
Sometimes I stare blankly into space. No daydreaming, Not switching my eyes’ Direction, No Nothing. I just stare at the other side of the wall and focus. I throw everything outside of my mind and just focus.
I forget about everything. The cuts, the pain, the hurt, the sadness. I’m just staring into space almost like a doll. Its weird, but sometimes I hope I forget to breathe. And I really will be a doll.
It takes a SHITLOAD of focus. It takes time to focus like that but its possible.
But just before I think I could’ve become that “human doll”. Something snaps me out of it every-so-quickly.