ohhh also today i went to the grocery store with my family and we were in the checkout lane (like the place where you buy all the stuff? idk what other people call it is that what it’s universally called i honestly have no idea)
and i look over to my left and there’s this cute brown boy two lanes away from me :’D HE WAS SO CUTE I WANTED TO CRY. so i just stood there like an idiot sneaking glances at him. and then i forgot to help my mom put the groceries in the cart until like the last minute because i was distracted and then i felt bad. BUT HE WAS SO CUTE OMG. AND I JUST LOOKED LIKE A HOBO I SHOULD HAVE PUT MY CONTACTS IN OR SOMETHING INSTEAD OF BEING LAZY TODAY. DARNIT.
Today I’m feeling a bit melancholy. Because as much as I complain about Michigan’s weather, I do appreciate our winters very much and how we have lovely seasons where other places do not. But this winter we have barely gotten any snow. We usually get lots of snow. We usually at least get lake effect snow. But the most we’ve gotten is like an inch or two and it melted within a few days. I’ve been wanting to make a snow man really badly. I’ve been wanting to go sledding. And I’ve been wanting to just have an excuse to stare out the window for a good twenty minutes admiring how weather works and how big snow flakes can get. Snow is very pretty, and I guess I’m upset because I don’t think it should be raining in winter. I shouldn’t see green grass in winter. This season just feels like a very sad and lonely spring and that is why I’m feeling so melancholy.