wow I’m so happy, today I was lying around in the studios with everyone before we went to the pub and I realised, I was totally relaxed around them? Not on edge and desperately trying to think of things to say or worrying about my social demeanor like when I first meet new people or am in a group I don’t know. And that just felt so nice cos at the start of this year I didn’t know any of them at all, but now we’re actually friends! That probably sounds stupid, and I guess it isn’t a big deal, but I just felt kind of good that I have actually made friends on my course who I like, and like spending time with, when I started out not knowing anyone at all.