Just a few features of my anxiety
- Me: *gets on bus* omg everyone is watching me and judging me and they're going to laugh when the bus starts and im not sitting down, omg dont put your ticket in the wrong way or everyone will judge you and laugh at you.
- Me: *goes to pay for shopping* omg what if I dont have enough money? *counts money out 20 times* what if I look stupid, or say the wrong thing? am I standing in the right spot even? What if someone else wants to get past and im in the way, omg.
- Me: *says hey to someone online* omg, they arent replying, holy shit why am I so annoying? what if they tell their friends how annoying and lame I am? Why am I like this, holy shit.
- Me: *meets someone new* What if they dont like me and dont want me to be around, I shouldnt have met them, im going to be a burden, they're probably critisizing me right now, why am I the way I am?
It'd be really appreciated if you stopped whitewashing Heroes of Olympus characters ,,,You can't ignore a character's race just to make them look nice.
why the hell do you think I think I can’t make a character looking /nice/ considering their race? Because I am sincerely not sure whom the heck I’ve ‘whitewashed’. If you’re talking about Nico then he used to have olive skin, as far as I remember, but later in the books described really pale.
If your canon skin tones don’t exactly match mine, it doesn’t mean I whitewash characters because I don’t. I always try to get the colours right, but it’s pretty hard knowing they are book characters and don’t have a colour palette nearby their description.