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You do not deserve to have me as your Slave. You were only my Slave during Lent, but now that it’s over…I still think you should continue being my Slave. You have not been a good Slave much. You have disrespected, disobeyed, and have just been bad. And, you still haven’t given me those Takis? I gave you your drink. Well, I believe you should still be my Slave.
Woke up in time for school. Sort of? Woke up at 7AM ‘cus of annoying alarm clock on cellphone. It works, though. hahaha. Didn’t get to see her before first period. Oh, well. Dropped off the tent in Cazares’ class. First period was w/e. I fell asleep towards the end. :3 Second period was w/e. Tried to drop Journalism. Failed. W/e. hahaha. Lunch, ate chicken wings. Third. Talked about the food budget w/ Cazares, Sindee, & Caleb. Putted together the tent in front of the class. Was rather quick. Fourth. Didn’t do much. Just messed around. Went to buy Monster & ham&cheese sandwich, total of $5. Then went to meeting. Was pretty fun. Got home like at 6PM. Now doing essay. Well, finished essay question #2. I’ma turn in the others another day. Don’t feel like doing it. I don’t understand it. I give up w/ AP Lit. Bleh.. Watching Harry Potter 7 part 1. Goodnight, deuces.
~pictures are near the bottom~
welp. it was awesome okay.
I went April 25th, 2011.
two concerts in one month. I count this as a win.
I went with my friend Jordan. the one I went to DW with.
I went for versa and she went for bvb.
we headed to the venue like right after we got out of school so we got there like at 4:20.
I’m a dipshit and I left my ticket in her car so her mom had to come back xD
so we got in and I went to the AP booth to get free stuff. free stuff is always nice.
conditions was alright, I guess. they were good.
AND THEN VERSA CAME ON.
and I was like skfgnsdfgjsnfKLGNSFJkgljsndfg.
because I love them okay.
I’m small, so I always get pushed to the front. I was in the center, which means I was like five feet away from sierra :))))))))))))
she’s so much hotter in person.
and while they were sound checking or whatever, someone yelled out blake’s name and he looked up and smiled and it was so adorable omg.
and then devin was all, “check one testicles two..”
we laughed xD
during fixed, sierra held up the mic stand with the mic so we would sing into it, and the mic fell and the face she made was so adorable and funny xD
they played stranger, whisperer, fire, moments, figure it out, and fixed.
i see stars was awesome. they were great. JORDAN CAUGHT THEIR GUITAR PICK. she catches everything ugh. ~jealously~
they were like, “EVERYBODY SAY, ‘FUCK YEAH.’”
which reminded me of std xD
is it creepy that that part just started playing on my ihome?
d.r.u.g.s. was awesome too. craig like went to the barricade and then i don’t know what happened but suddenly he was like a foot away from me and i’m just smiling and trying not to get run over by crazy fans.
while they were playing their last song, there was this HUUUUUGE mosh pit.
“let me see you spread that shit out.” ALEX WOULD BE JEALOUS OF THIS MOSH PIT.
the venue was the same one ATL played in for MSP.
anyway. I got in it cause I was gonna go to the back anyway when bvb came on.
then somehow Jordan got all the way up front where the barricade was.
andy was like, “who doesn’t give a fuck what people think of them?”
and I was like
and then he told us to stick up our middle fingers and yell, “FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKERS.”
and we did.
and I was yet again reminded of std xD
after that, her mom picked us up and we left.
the X’s on my hands still haven’t gone away xD
I didn’t buy anything cause I spent all my money at dirty work and I forgot to ask my mom.
and now it’s April 26th and my nose is runny cause of the devin’s-leaving-the-band news sfsdjk ): yeah i cried hate me. but i’m happy for him~
they’re not that great cause I didn’t have my camera so I took them from my phone.
this is the only bvb picture i bothered in uploading xD (i took more)
I have a bunch more pictures in my phone but they either look like shit or I was too lazy to upload them. (I have to upload them to facebook first, then save them to my computer, and then upload them to tumblr and that gets annoying after a while).
I came to a realization.
So, today I went to YG, Youth Group. I had come to a realization. I know that I don’t really even want to bring this back up because it’s the past, but I’m going to. I just need to get some things out. But like I was saying, I came to a realization. I’m just going to tell a short story real quick. I gained a friendship. After a few months, I somewhat lost this friendship. After a couple weeks, I gained it back. After losing it that one time, I didn’t want to ruin our friendship again. I didn’t want to lose this one friendship. This friend was different. You know when you meet a friend, and you feel like you don’t want to lose them because they’re just hella different compared to your other friends? Well yeah, I didn’t want to lose this friend. I cared about our friendship. But, I did something very stupid. I wanted to keep updated with things and all, but I did a stupid thing, which I’m not going to say what. But, I only did that stupid thing because I cared. It doesn’t make sense, but still. Well anyways, after doing the stupid shit, I lost the friendship again. I really couldn’t take shit. A lot of shit was just happening and what not. This friend told me all this shit about how they just don’t care and all. But well, there was nothing I could really do. There were many different decisions that I wanted to make, but I couldn’t. I just let everything go by, and let everything be. After about a few months, things were just slowly getting better. It seemed like we just saw a lot of realization and all. Well so, things are better now. Our friendship is somewhat back. But well, let me go back to that realization thing. I had realized that this friend had forgave and forget. This friend didn’t forgive me in person or whatever, but I could see it. And, this person just somewhat forgot everything because it was the past. We both came to realizations I’m sure. But yeah. Lately, I’ve been bothered by many different thoughts that just be running in my mind. All I could ever think about is…after every little thing that had been said and done, why did this friend decide for us to somewhat be friends again, rather than continue not being friends like they had wanted? I just didn’t get how this person could just come back all chill after everything that had been said and done. It’s just that every word that this person said, just really doesn’t compare to how things are now. It really doesn’t. But, back to that realization part, I realized that forgive and forget part. I barely realized it much more tonight. I’m guessing that this friend just forgave and forget, which is good. Well, I’m guessing that that’s the answer to my question. She just forgave and forget. That’s the reason why she chose to somewhat be friends again. That’s my guess. But yeah. Now, I somewhat know the answer. But, I kind of want to hear them tell me the real answer. I may be wrong, or I may be right. But, I wish I could get the real answer in person. But, I might just ruin shit again. I’m on the verge with some things. I already got those 2 strikes out, and I don’t need a 3rd one. Now, I just need to keep going and pull through with everything. Well, what I’m trying to say is that I came to a realization. I found my answer. I found my decisions. I barely, finally realized everything. Well, this is a very long blog post. I’m sure that no one would even read this whole thing, so it’s whatever. But well, about friendships…don’t ever let go of a friendship that you value. Especially when they’re a different type of friend. Idk if I made sense, but yeah. You’ll find your way eventually. Just be patient. I sound so dumb, wtf.