this was bothering me
i don’t have a solid group of friends i always hang out with.
but i realized
i have countless people i could just sit and talk to for hours. i feel comfortable being with so many more people.
if you invite one, you invite them all. that’s the worst part about a social group. they’re not even really cliques. they’re groups of people who feel obligated to all be together whenever one part is with the other. but they enjoy each other’s company, which is ideal! i’m not saying they all feel lonely on the inside and are covering it up by surrounding themselves with the same people and
don’t get me wrong i’m not like bitter or anything because i hate being tied down to even one person let alone ten
i keep learning more and more about myself.
i want nothing more than to experience hundreds, even thousands, of people each year. i want to meet new people. i thrive off of that. this is when i’m happiest.
at parties, or any sort of gathering, with a large amount of people, i hunt down people i want to talk to. i make new friends. exchange numbers. establish relationships.
i have a few friends i could depend on for everything. and a wonderful boyfriend i can do anything with
and almost a hundred more [friends not boyfriends… haha] i could text whenever i wanted. ask them how they’re doing. even make plans!
and that’s just the way i want it.
i’m in a good mood
it’s sunny
got a place to stay for college, for much less than i thought i’d have to pay, much closer to the uni than expected
bought a ps vita for much less than i thought i’d have to pay, incl memory card and gravity rush, (preowned but seems not to have been used) (why the fuck are there used psvitas already?)
had nice food
i have plans for the weekend and can afford to go to college
thank you ireland and dad, ireland for not charging v much for education and dad for saving money for my education. v much appreciated
better check the elementary tag, maybe it is happy today
