Reading the first Reek chapter is the one of the most painful things you will go through while reading Game of Thrones/Asoiaf.
“Oh, hello, new character!”
“Okay, you’re eating a rat.”
“Why are you in a cell?”
“What do you mean, had a different name?”
“… wait.”
“Oh, god. You’re not a new character, you’re… oh god”
“oh gOD NO”
“WHY”