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Acting Out

Ashley Tisdale

Ashley Tisdale - Acting Out

This is one of the single most relateable songs for me; it encompasses so very much about my personality, most of which a lot of people don’t know.

Take three minutes, listen to it, and learn just a little more about me.~

/la la la some how found his way on the counter

/oh shiny things

/picks out a knife

/spilling all the rest all over the place

{Acting Out} @Andy

Aularia bit her lip as she sat in her room, listening carefully for Jacob to leave. After she heard the front door close, she let out a breath of relief. After their talk, she just wanted to be alone in the house again, no one to judge her.

She went downstairs into the den and sat at the computer. She took a shaky breath and her fingers were uncertain on the keyboard. She closed her eyes and clicked on the first link that came up from google. When she opened them he swallowed thickly at the images on the porn site in front of her. It all seemed so strange, but she was determined to do this. She clicked on a video and watched expressionlessly, observing, trying to understand.

She wasn’t going to make the same mistake she’d made with the razor. She closed out the window them went back and wiped the browser history.

Then she went to get room and found the outfit from when her and Shy had gone clubbing and pulled on her long grey pea coat over it. She sent Andy a text and left the house, on her way to Kyle’s. She got there and knocked on the door. Andy had barely opened it before she was kissing him.

Sometimes I just want to run away from home and see what happens.

“Up above the surface I was just the perfect child But underneath it all I was craving to be wild”

—Ashley Tisdale - Acting Out

a difficult evening

A lot of urges that haven’t come up in a while. I don’t feel the need to elaborate on them. I just feel disappointed and distressed that I’m having these thoughts. Need to work on guilt for wanting to act out and for indulging any urges that I shouldn’t.

Listen

The Shaggs - Philosophy of the World

This is your punishment for me not being able to drink.

i don't think i can win this one

  • my therapist: i think your not wanting to eat is a symptom of something. it's probably anxiety.
  • kj: but i don't feel anxious.
  • my therapist: that's because it's manifesting as not wanting to eat.
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