I want a Christian Grey of my own. Someone who doesn’t want to share me with other people because he wants to spend every minute with me. Someone who cannot bear to see me cry. Someone who’s willing to try something he’s not comfortable doing just to keep me. Someone who’s gonna listen to me even when I talk about something/one he loathes. Someone who wouldn’t believe me when I tell him I love him yet will still love me unconditionally. Someone who will keep me happy in every way he can. Someone who’s afraid of losing me.

I want a Christian Grey of my own. Minus the psychotic exes, minus the kinky fuckery.