GOD DAMN IT NETFLIX

So lately, I’ve been re-watching Avatar: The Last Airbender because all this Korra stuff is on my dashboard all the time, and I wanted to actually watch the entire series before I started watching Korra. The first two seasons were pretty familiar to me; I had watched them when they were first aired on TV, but the third season was entirely new to me because I had stopped watching TV at that point.

So anyway, I’m just plowing through the series, and I watched a good chunk of the third season in the past couple days. Yesterday, I finished the episode before the “The Day of the Black Sun” story arc, where Aang and his friends finally invade the fire nation, apparently. You know, one of those BIG, HUGE, CRUCIAL-TO-THE-PLOT story arcs.

Today, I turned on Netflix on our Wii. “The Day of the Black Sun” was missing from the episode list, along with the series finale. They were there the day before, so I figured it was a glitch or something. Anyway, I logged onto Netflix from my computer to see what was up.

Apparently now I have to pay extra to see those crucial, crucial episodes. Yesterday, they were included in the monthly fee that we pay for Netflix.

I can’t

I just—

Why—

Why do you do this to me

FUCK YOU, NETFLIX

I HOPE YOU STEP ON A LEGO

GO FUCK A CACTUS

GODDMANIT, YOU HAD BETTER NOT FUCKED AROUND WITH MY OTHER SHOWS

WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME, NETFLIX

HERE’S ANOTHER ANGRY GIF THAT IS VERY FITTING AND YET I CANNOT MUSTER UP THE RATIONAL THOUGHT TO STICK IT IN MY BITCHING SOMEWHERE

I think its safe to say that emotionally I’ve had an exceptionally rough last month or so. I wouldn’t say there were any ups or downs but rather just a whole lot of downs. I’m really lucky to have the friends that do who have been especially understanding, encouraging and supportive. (You guys know who you are <33)

This last week, I’m thankful to have been able to spend in Philly with my BFF Cucoo and her awesome roommate who’ve made sure that I was nothing but taken care of. Its the best week I’ve had in just about exactly a month and I still can’t be more grateful. I’m headed out today though, and traveling and parting from my friends has been particularly hard on me so I’m kinda dreading it even though I know I’ll be joining more good people soon.

I just wanted to thank Amanda (Cucoo) for being so awesome this week and putting up with me and my quietness and hatred of all things and people and my lack of appetite as I AM THE WORST AT PICKING WHAT TO EAT BECAUSE OF IT. And thanks for feeding me and laughing at my silly drunk ass and taking me to a drag show and drawing me pictures! And thanks for giving me lots of hugs even though you know I don’t like them and sleeping next to me even though I know YOU don’t like to. (The floor would have been uncomfortable for you and it is finals) . Thanks for watching Breaking Bad so that I may now share my feels with yet another person about non-existent important people who’s lives are worse than mine. Thanks for putting off time to do your homework and go do class-ish stuff to spend time with me. SORRY ABOUT MY INSOMNIA AND INSANE CLIMBING IN AND OUT OF BED ALL THE TIME. I know you’re a sleepy head ;___;.

I missed you so much and I’m gonna MISS YOU SO MUCH AGAIN. You’re the actual best. But you know that.