Do you ever feel like, as an adult, you aren’t supposed to be this scared. I hesitate with too many decisions in my life because I feel like the outcome will break me. It used to be big decisions, like moving away and going to school, but lately, its everything. I can’t dress myself without being scared. I can’t face anyone in my life without being scared.
I don’t get it. I don’t.
ps. Thanks for all 10k of you, it means the world to me, because even when I rant about things that terrify my life, I feel like each one of you gets me. Not something I can say for my real life.