Sweetheart, from the bottom of my heart, it gets better. Not because life stops being so unpredictable and hard, but because every time these tough times happen, you have the opportunity to face them and come out stronger than you thought possible. You get better.
Don’t be afraid. You are not alone in this. When I was 14, I struggled with depression and I felt so empty and hopeless, but now I’m 19 and I can honestly say that I’ve never felt more at peace. Even though I’ve been going through a really difficult time lately, and these last 4 months have been the craziest and most emotionally exhausting of my life so far, I know that it’s going to be ok. I put my trust in God and I gave Him all my worried, stressed, overwhelmed feelings and MAN did it feel good to do that.
My advice is to pray. Let God worry for you, and trust that He will help you through this. If you’re not a Christian and you’d rather not pray, then think positive. Let go of all that negativity that’s holding onto you; it’s weighing you down. Remember that it won’t be this way forever. Choose to make the most out of every situation, even though it’s hard. Either way, I’m praying for you, and I appreciate that you sent me this message. If you’re comfortable, come off of anon and talk to me confidentially. Whatever is said will stay between us :)