today would have been a year. and up until two days ago, i thought today would be a major turning point. i love you and i would have done anything for you but now that you’ve left me i can see how there shouldn’t be that much bad in a healthy relationship. there shouldn’t be that much hurt in a healthy relationship. we had amazing times but there were way too many awful times too. i miss you. i wish this hadn’t happened but it did and now we have to move on because i will not go back into a relationship that made me feel unimportant, uncared for, and sometimes even unloved to get back the good. i love you and i want you in my life but from now in we will have to be friends and move on but im not ready to be talking to you yet, it’s making this even worse for me. you broke every promise you made to me on thursday night. you can’t expect me to bounce back after a day. you broke my heart into a million pieces and now you’re trying to scoop some of them up for me and that just can’t happen. you made a choice thomas. now you have to stick with it whether you like it or not.