Jess. I just read the NYP interview and she is STILL not saying yes or no about Sam. Why do you think the noncommittal either way? This is what makes me think they have significant others. They flirt constantly with each other-but keep the real relationships private. Just say-we are not a couple. I think everyone would feel better.
I think if she didn’t want people to think she was with Sam then she’d deny it but she didn’t.
I woke up in a bright room with chemotherapy attached to me “whats going on?” I asked “Y/N, Y/N YOUR AWAKE” Sam shouts, “Sam be quiet, how long was I out?” “three days”. Wow I’ve been out for three days. Mum came in and gave me a hug “Mum what about my car?” Sam chuckled “Y/n your cars fine” “but I swore I could see smoke” I said “That was the other car” She said putting my mind at ease. “um y/m/n, can I have Minute alone with y/n?” Sam asked “Of course Sam” Mum walked out of the room winking at me. “Whats up Sam?”
“I really fucking Love you” Sam said. “Sam, I love you too” “really?” He said shocked. “Yes Sam I really do” I said. “Why hello Y/n” Doctor Martin said “young man can you please leave Y/n and I alone” Doctor Martin said “ yes of course sir” Sam replied. When Sam was leaving he grabbed something in the corner, I’m not sure what it is “Y/n your stage 2 in Cancer which isn’t that bad but its still bad, Do you get what I mean?” He asked me I giggled “yes I do sir” “good, this means you can be treated, and in 4 months time you’ll be cancer free, you’re free to go now” Great! The nurse comes in and detaches the chemo, Mum helps me up and so does Sam.
“Hey Jamie” I say “Y/n, how are you?” she asks as we walk into the assembly and sit down “I’m good, well apart from the cancer” I say while laughing at myself. The assembly starts and the Maddison comes up since she’s the head cheerleader and says ‘she’s got a movie for us’ how boring, am I right or am I right?
I can’t believe this Its Sam saying that he loves me, “So it’s true, she really is a slut by the way Sam doesn’t like you y/n at all” Maddison says. I get up and Run out the door all I could hear was laughter,
After coming out of the bathroom everyone was laughing at me I went past Maddison and Jack and her group and his group, They were laughing at me too except Nate JJ and…..Sam. I was about to walk Away but no I want to prove a point
“Go right ahead, Laugh at a girl who loved too easily”
All of them just stood there not knowing what to say, apart from JJ he just mouthed the words ‘good job’ and with that done I walked off too my next class english with Jamie.
I run up too my room and just burst into a ball of sadness
Then I heard a knock on the door “Nate” i said “hey can I come in” he asked, “I don’t want to let you come in but I’m a nice person so come in” I said “I’m so-” “don’t Nate, don’t apologise for her, you didn’t have anything to do with it right?” I asked him “no of course not, why would I hurt the girl I’m in love with?” “I don’t know, wait what?” I said. Did he really say what think he said? “Yes, Y/n I love you, I love how you smile I love the way you laugh and I love the way you bite your lip when you get frustrated” He picked me up and pushed me against the wall we started to kiss and kiss and kiss.
This is a conversation between Castiel (Memory Loss) and yourself, Sam Winchester.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*sits at a park bench, watching the ducks curiously*
Sam Winchester:Hey! Cas?
Castiel (Memory Loss):*jumps, scared, and looks at the person* Hello? How do you know my name?
Sam Winchester:Cas, I'm Sam, Sam Winchester
Sam Winchester:Dean's brother
Castiel (Memory Loss):*raises an eyebrow and turns back to the ducks* I don't know anyone by those names.
Sam Winchester:Yes you do! You're like family to us.
Sam Winchester:What do you remember? What happened to you?
Castiel (Memory Loss):*scoots farther down the bench away from him* You wouldn't know my family. I don't know what you're talking about. Now if you excuse me, I'm waiting for someone.
Sam Winchester:Waiting? For who?
Castiel (Memory Loss):*looks up sternly* That is none of your business.
Sam Winchester:Look *takes out phone, and shows him a photo of him, Dean and himself*, see?
Sam Winchester:That's you Castiel.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*squints at the phone* That can't be me. *thinks* Maybe you're looking for a Jimmy? That he looks quite a bit similar to me.
Sam Winchester:It's you! Holy mother of God, Castiel. I'm not lying.
Sam Winchester:You're my friend.
Sam Winchester:Now tell me, who are you waiting for?
Castiel (Memory Loss):*looks around and then up to him* I'm just waiting for my brother. I'm sorry, Sam, I really don't recall ever coming into contact with you. Of course, I know of you and your brother, who doesn't? But my missions have never required me to come into contact with you. And to be quite honest, both of you carry a lot of trouble wherever you go.
Sam Winchester:Wait, wait, wait.
Sam Winchester:Your missions have never required contact us?
Sam Winchester:It's been years of relation!
Sam Winchester:We need you. Dean needs you.
Castiel (Memory Loss):I've been working with my garrison trying to preserve humanity. After the gates of hell, the apocalypse, and whatever else you and your brother have stuck your heads into, my job has been to try and patch everything up... We've never met! How can you need me?
Sam Winchester:we have met.
Sam Winchester:you have been in the bunker with us.
Sam Winchester:you protect us.
Sam Winchester:WE NEED YOU.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*shakes his head* So let's say we do know each other. What happened? I don't have any gaps in my memories. Angels remember everything.
Sam Winchester:Well, it seems like your memories have been stolen
Castiel (Memory Loss):But why would that happen? I'm closer with my family more so than ever! My brother Metatron and I were just about to go for a walk and then visit the library. He would never hurt me. Neither would my other brothers and sisters.
Sam Winchester:How could you even think of him like a good person?
Sam Winchester:I can't believe it Cas, and I'm sorry but I have to do this *knocks him out and take him to the bunker*
Castiel (Memory Loss):Yes, Sam, Metatron. God chose him to write down his word, of course he is a good person. What are you doi--*gets knocked out*
Sam Winchester:*after tying Cas up, wakes him up*
Castiel (Memory Loss):*looks around furiously* What do you think you're doing, Sam!?
Sam Winchester:I'm keeping you inside this room until Dean comes.
Castiel (Memory Loss):And what's he going to do? Spew the same story that you spewed at me? That won't change anything.
Sam Winchester:No, I hope that you see him and remember everythin.
Sam Winchester:The bond between you two is really big.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*shakes his head* That's not going to work. Angels aren't supposed to form bonds unless their specifically a guardian. I follow the rules, Sam.
Sam Winchester:Your relationship with Dean it's different.
Sam Winchester:I'll risk to say that you two want eachother.
Sam Winchester:In... in a not no manly way, but we won't say that to Dean *smirks*
Castiel (Memory Loss):Hmph. *struggles with the bonds to no avail* I guess we'll just have to wait and find out then, since you TOOK ME HOSTAGE! Metatron probably already noticed that I'm missing and is on his way. I'm tired of you Winchesters always getting out of the messes you cause with no consequences, he won't let that happen.
Sam Winchester:*Dean walks in* "What's going on here? Why is Cas tied up?"
Sam Winchester:He doesn't remember us.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*his eyes flick up to Dean, staring for a long moment and his wings flicker in to visibility. He shakes his head* What was that?
Sam Winchester:You remember him.
Sam Winchester:"He remembers what? Me? *Dean freaks out* "I don't know what's going on here, Sam"
Castiel (Memory Loss):*shakes his head* I-I don't know what's happening. It's like there's two timelines in my head... Dean? You feel familiar.
Sam Winchester:"That's because you know me dumbass. We're family."
Castiel (Memory Loss):But we're not, I thought. I shouldn't know you. I don't know you... but I do. *stutters out words looking back and forth between them*
Sam Winchester:You have been part of the team since you took Dean out from Hell.
Sam Winchester:You saved him, Cas.
Castiel (Memory Loss):*nods his head* I-I think I remember that. But how could I forget something that big?
Sam Winchester:"Metatron hates us" *Dean explains* "I bet this has something to do with him."
Castiel (Memory Loss):But Metatron is one of my closest brothers, he wouldn't do that.
Sam Winchester:Oh, believe me. He would.
Sam Winchester:He's not your brother, he took your grace.
Castiel (Memory Loss):Metatron wouldn't do that. It's against code and basically murder! How would you like it if I accused your brother of that?
Sam Winchester:"Cas please, listen to me" *says Dean*
Castiel (Memory Loss):Fine. I'm just confused. Nothing is adding up. I don't know who to trust.
Sam Winchester:"You need to remember, you need to remember that time that you hit the shit out of me, just because upstairs were wanting you to end me. You beat me until I couldn't resist anymore."
Sam Winchester:"And... and I told you that we need you, that I need you" *he points out* "That you're our family."
Castiel (Memory Loss):*looks Dean in the eyes and his wings go full again* Dean? Sam? I'm sorry.
Sam Winchester:You remember us? *smirks*
Castiel (Memory Loss):*thinks silently and deeply while he nods his head a few times* I....I remember.
Sam Winchester:Thank God!
Sam Winchester:"That's awesome!"
Castiel (Memory Loss):*grins* Now, um, *looks at chains* would you mind untying me?
Sam Winchester:yeah, yeah, of course *leans closer and undo the nots*
Sam Winchester:Thank God you're back *sights* We need to figure out who did this *looks up at Dean*
Castiel (Memory Loss):*stands up and crosses his arm* I think I have an idea...