so today was really rad
like nothing amazing happened but for someone with severe chronic illnesses, when I get a ‘normal’ day I just…it’s wonderful. Like damn I forgot how it feels not to be in pain all the time. Like wow. Is this how most people feel usually????
I mean my energy isn’t as good as others, and my fibro is flaring a bit now but… but I’m still hanging in there! I completed most of my to do list, and best of all, I’ve been happy.
Like I have no words to describe this. Honestly, only a person with depression (or has gone through it) would understand. It’s like a colour blind person being able to see properly all of a sudden. So simple but it makes all the difference for you.
I’m really thankful for this day. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt this good. And I’m hoping there will be many more after this, when I leave my retail job. Only three more days! And four more days until I move! Aaaah! So life is a bit crazy but still it’s nice to have dug up some strength and hope again.
Now as long as my money is okay for this month, then I really can take a breath for once. It’s starting to look a bit thin due to stupid insurance and me missing work from being sick but…I should be okay. I’ll just have to survive off of ramen noodles and bananas for awhile. But, I should be okay.
Other than that I’m really doing swell.
Okay, done rambling. Love you guys. Thanks for everyone who has sent me messages lately, you’re all wonderful.