Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
cause its my problem if i wanna pack up and run away
its my business if i feel the need to smoke and drink and sway
its my problem, its my problem if i feel the need to hide
and its my problem if i have no friends and feel i want to die
—  Marina And The Diamonds


[on the correlation between trauma and addiction] “A traumatic event is a dramatic event that is so extraordinary that it’s outside the individual’s coping abilities,’ says O’Flaherty. “It does not toughen the child or the individual, but it toughens their defenses. Defenses serve you very well. Drugs and alcohol may actually be a wonderful anesthesia to keep the pain numbed. But once one stops the drugs and alcohol, the individual will reexperience the painful feelings. And there is now research that validates that if trauma is not addressed, there is a high propensity for relapse in the first six months.
—  Ann Dowsett Johnston - Drink: The intimate relationship between women and alcohol

my future partner is probably texting their bae right now about how they’re gonna be together forever. sike, see you in ten years bitch

"why do you always wear black"
cause i’m ready for ur funeral bitch

me: *gives an answer*

teacher: class, do you agree or disagree?

you: well I disagree beca-


I edit the look of my blog whenever you edit my feelings.