What is time again?

I don’t know what to do. 

I can’t — I’m not -  I’m lost. I don’t know where I belong anymore.

I don’t. Why am I writing this. I don’t know what to write. I don’t.

I feel myself slipping, slipping, slipping back into a place I don’t know if I can come back from again.  

[ half the page is scribbled and torn out with angry pen strokes ]

I fear that if I step through that portal, I will never come back. I fear that if I go there, I’ll never be the same. Yet I know we’ll go. We’ll go. Him and me. 

[ more text is scribbled out, save the words ‘soulbond’ ‘pack’ and ‘madness’ ]

I am no match for Iron. 

Why am I writing.

Why am I



Author: alezig

Pairing: J2

Word count: 43,000

Summary: Jensen had one dream growing up, and that was to one day be chosen by one of the dire wolves, to one day get to join the Guild of the Wolf but so far it has never happened. Now it is time for another Day of Bonding, one that will change Jensen’s life in a way no dream could have prepared him for. He has no idea his life will change for a second time the day a new Captain arrives in Wolfhold.


mugshot icons

i’m offering these for $5 (not like everybody else isn’t offering awesome icons right now??) and you get the 400x400 pixel size as well. they’re all black and white. comment here if you’d like one, as well as your character’s name and any specifics you want, otherwise i’ll just maul you myself.

"heartbound" a tattoo design I did for my wonderful friend wolfbound!

her tattoo artist, Brooks Wilson (of Majestic Ink in FL), did an absolutely amazing job!! it looks so true to my design, and the added shadow is really great!!! 

so flattered that this is a reality! I never thought I would be designing tattoos!