I am not one to talk much about myself, it’s just the way I am, but I need to just let out my feelings because the depth of emotion just sitting under my skin is so strong. Hell, tears sprang to my eyes when I saw Tom’s beautiful new picture. I should have been happy and excited, but it made me weep.
I feel for you emoryhemsworth, and you too lokis-ice-queen because I too am overwhelmed with sadness today. I realized on my drive home from work today when I could feel it begin to course through my body that I have accomplished a whole lot of nothing in my life other than being a mother. I have worked my ass off for over 40 years and barely have anything to show for it because of the asshole I live with.
I don’t want to be married any more, I love the guy I think, but I am not in love with him as the old cliche goes. He hasn’t a fucking clue what love really is and more times than not, it is all about him.
I would rather live in a run down two room apartment by myself for the rest of my life than live the farce I am living now.
Like Vivian from “Pretty Woman”, I wanted the fairy tale and kept hoping it would happen, but it never did and all I got was whatever the opposite of that is.
I am sorry for sharing crap really I am, but I had to write it out and hopefully get some of it out of me.
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