I'm making a promise.
Tonight I am not going to cut.
You can call me stupid or whatever you want but, this is what works for me.
I’m making a promise to myself that tonight I wouldn’t cut. The urge is strong as can be so I decided to write. I went on Facebook and saw that Jeydon Wale had posted a video on YouTube, and he is one of the reasons I’m still alive.
No matter what mood I’m in, I can watch 1 video of him and I’m happy. I watched the video he posted and I just decided to make myself a promise.
Because of Jeydon, and just all that he is, I have hope when I see his smile.
He’s been through some tough shit, and you can just tell. He picks himself a part, sees nothing but flaw and it shows me that I’m not alone. Neither is he, and that someone can get through it as long as he has means a lot to me… Like somehow he’s worth more to me then most people….
So from here on out, I’m making a promise to myself. To jeydon.