I'm making a promise.

Tonight I am not going to cut.
You can call me stupid or whatever you want but, this is what works for me.
I’m making a promise to myself that tonight I wouldn’t cut. The urge is strong as can be so I decided to write. I went on Facebook and saw that Jeydon Wale had posted a video on YouTube, and he is one of the reasons I’m still alive.
No matter what mood I’m in, I can watch 1 video of him and I’m happy. I watched the video he posted and I just decided to make myself a promise.
Because of Jeydon, and just all that he is, I have hope when I see his smile.
He’s been through some tough shit, and you can just tell. He picks himself a part, sees nothing but flaw and it shows me that I’m not alone. Neither is he, and that someone can get through it as long as he has means a lot to me… Like somehow he’s worth more to me then most people….
So from here on out, I’m making a promise to myself. To jeydon.

sorry for my ramble. blahh. http://www.walienarmy.com I just wish the world were more accepting of each other and ourselves. I tend to find beauty in everyon…

Watching this video I balled my eyes out because seeing him feel this way I could relate to on so many levels. I constantly get bullied for the way I look or the way I am being gay. I don’t let people see the real me. I hide behind a lot of things. I wear baggy clothes and have always had hair in my face… Like yeah I dress like a tomboy but I don’t let people see the real me because I don’t like who I am… and it sucks. I hate my appearance who that I am gay… well not really but like I hate that I was born this way because I wouldn’t get teased constantly…. So watching his videos help me a lot more…. like he’s my biggest inspiration ever… Love you Jeydon<3

Team Walian<3

Scotland, My Old Love

Scotland, My Old Love

Walian culture is right there on the streetsigns – half in English, half in Cymraeg.  You have to push well north into Scotland, further than I’ve ever been, to see streetsigns in English and Gaelic.  I wonder if that will change.  Right from my first visits to Scotland, in my teens, I was powerfully aware that I was in a foreign country, far more so than in my frequent visits to Wales.  I nearly…

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…sometimes i go really religiously southern sounding when i am neither religious nor southern (well, southern American. I’m South Walian)

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The Yorkshire lass at the start of this vid must’ve been a dream come true for her South Walian boyfriend. I bet she eagerly let him + his mates do all sorts of kinky, degrading things to her when she visited his hometown.

Scotland, My Old Love

Scotland, My Old Love

Walian culture is right there on the streetsigns – half in English, half in Cymraeg.  You have to push well north into Scotland, further than I’ve ever been, to see streetsigns in English and Gaelic.  I wonder if that will change.  Right from my first visits to Scotland, in my teens, I was powerfully aware that I was in a foreign country, far more so than in my frequent visits to Wales.  I nearly…

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