It's nothing but you tonight

I want to take you down, we can start on the bed and end in the shower. Taking my time pleasuring you to the fullest extent. We can take it slow or we can go fast. I’m going to lay you down in my bed, just kissing and biting you all over. Filling you with bliss just teasing you until you’re literally begging to fuck. I’d rub your clit until you’re dripping with pleasure. Then I’d slowly and gently push two fingers into you til the point that you just scream out of pure indulgence. Then slowly work my way up and just start kissing,sucking and licking on your nipples. I’ll slowly remove your shorts reveling your soaking wet pussy. I will quickly put my tongue in you; Licking you all the ways Imaginable. Sucking all your juices and NOT stopping until you cum. picking you up off the bed having you around me, I will put you on the wall and then I will start kissing you passionately, slowly grinding my body against yours. I’ll rip off all your clothes, being so close I can hear your heart start to race and deep breathe you take slowly being each other closer and closer. When we kiss you bite me lip as I bite yours. Working our way into the shower. Still passionately kissing, I’ll pick you up put you on the counter biting on your neck. I’ll turn on the shower and We will get In. I’ll turn you towards me while pulling on your hair, push you up against the wall and start kissing you. Then lay you on the ground, you’re just begging for it.. . I’ll just slid my cock inside of you and just FUCK you HARD. Have you screaming and scratching all my back and right before I bust I’ll pull out I just cum all over your chest. All soaking wet, I’ll go down on you one last time, but this time I’m giving it my all. Sucking on your clit, just non-stop licking you to the fullest extent. Feeling your body shake, arching your back and your screams will get as loud as ever. I’m going to make you cum and this time you’re never going to forget it.

What is love?

Love is pain
Love is happiness
Love is tears 
Love are smiles
Love can hurt
Love fill with bliss
People will kill for it
Some dont care about it
A simple word
Or change of life
I love you…
…I don’t love you
when it Comes down to it
that simple word could
Make or break you
What is love? 

It's all in the air now.

Well I ask myself everyday why do I care so much about you? and i never seem to find a answer to that question. Maybe it was because you are like the perfect girl in my eyes or maybe because i would have gave it all just to see you happy. But I might seem perfectly fine with the fact that we’re just friends but in reality it’s not that simple. I love you and probably always will, that’s why i’d rather be just your friend and not lose you completely. But what bothers me the most was how we ended… You said word for word “Its,just a break” then a week later your asking me “oh when did we break up” Like really? You couldn’t even tell me to my face it was officially over between us, even though you the one telling me if i ever get tired of you to just come out and tell you in person. I care way to much about you and how your doing,but you seem perfectly fine without me,which makes me think all of “us” was nothing. I always put up a front when i’m with you smiling and trying to be myself but the truth is, If it came down to it i wouldn’t be able to look you in the eyes without thinking about everything we use to be.I question all the times you’ve told me you love me, I question all those times we spent the whole day together… There’s not a thing i don’t question about what we had. But we will never happen again and i’m fine with that fact. Because you completely happy without me so why should I even bother trying to see if we could work out again? You always tell me how all these other guys always flirt with,how they want to get with you and all this other stuff. But do you really need to tell me this. You know i still about you, it might not seem like a big deal to you but it is to me. And i really don’t mind being your friend and all but, But I find it SO awkward,you make it awkward. I can’t even hug you without feeling like i’m doing something wrong. When i ask you to hangout all you tell me is “i’ll try” and when you want to hangout with me you always end up leaving me hanging. You don’t understand,some people tells me i’m a idiot for thinking your gonna come back to me, they always tell me “If she would really wanted things to work out she would have at least tried to work things out, she’ll realize one day then your not gonna be there for her” but the thing is I am and idiot because i don’t believe that but as the days go by and days turn to nights i start to believe it you don’t care about what we us to be because “us” is just a word now were just friends nothing more. But all in all people say “Never give up on something you love” well i guess i’m starting not to love you anymore because i’m not gonna continue fighting this battle that i will never win. 

Letters from the heart. . . .

As the days go by the harder i fall for you i just love everything about you. For your smile to all the little cute things you do. i can honestly say i love you with all my heart these past 7 months with you have been amazing. i love the fact that people know about use but no one is in OUR relationship. You will never understand how hard my heart beats when I’m with you … Just every moment I’m with you, is filled with so much bliss. I remember when we first started talking i was SO shy around you, Now look at us i can be myself around you. I HATE not seeing you I feel Incomplete. You’re the ONLY person that actually knows me the best i’ve told you everything. I dont trust alot of people but i know i can trust you with everything even my heart… …i love you,you’re my world and will could change that…